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the song for You and Me

2009-03-02T18:49:00.002+08:00

เราคงต้องเป็นแฟนกัน

อยู่ตัวคนเดียว ไม่เคยต้องเกี่ยวกับใคร
ก็แสนจะสุขสบาย ตามใจตัวเองไว้ก่อน
อยากเที่ยวก็ไป ไม่ไหวก็กลับมานอน
ไม่เคยเป็นเดือดเป็นร้อน จนได้มาพบกับเธอ

ทำไมไม่รู้ แต่รู้ว่าอยากใกล้ชิด
หัวใจมันเริ่มออกฤทธิ์ ชอบคิดอะไรเพ้อเจ้อ
เพิ่งเจอเมื่อกี้ ก็ยังจะโทรถึงเธอ
เข้านอนก็ยังจะเผลอ คิดถึงแต่เธอเรื่อยไป

ต้องส่องกระจกแต่เช้า...ทุกวัน
ยืนหมุนมันอยู่อย่างนั้น เพื่อความมั่นใจ
อยากทำตัวเองให้ดูดี ให้เธอชื่นใจ
เป็น อะไรที่มันไม่เคย~
แต่เป็นปีแล้ว แล้วคงจะหยุดไม่ไหว
แล้วเธอล่ะเคยบ้างไหม อาการเหมือนกันไหมเธอ
ถ้าหากเธอนั้น ก็เป็นเหมือนกันเสมอ
สรุปว่าฉันกับเธอ เราคงต้องเป็นแฟนกัน

เพิ่งเจอเมื่อกี้ ก็ยังจะโทรหาเธอ
เข้านอนก็ยังจะเผลอ คิดถึงแต่เธออยู่ได้

ต้องส่องกระจกแต่เช้า...ทุกวัน
ยืนหมุนมันอยู่อย่างนั้น เพื่อความมั่นใจ
อยากทำตัวเองให้ดูดี ให้เธอชื่นใจ
เป็น...อะไรที่มันไม่เคย~
แต่เป็นปีแล้ว แล้วคงจะหยุดไม่ไหว
แล้วเธอล่ะเคยบ้างไหม อาการเหมือนกันไหมเธอ
ถ้าหากเธอนั้น ก็เป็นเหมือนกันเสมอ
สรุปว่าฉันกับเธอ เราคงต้องเป็นแฟนกัน

สรุปว่าฉันกับเธอ เราคงต้องเป็นแฟนกัน

สรุปว่าฉันกับเธอ เราคงต้องเป็นแฟนกัน

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We are meant to be in loved

been all alone, doesnt have to care about others
always happy-go-lucky, pampered myself with love
go out at anytime, exhausted then go to sleep
life was so smooth until the day you appeared

i dont know why i always want be with you
my heart showing symptoms of thinking about you
still want to call you despite we just parted
having sleepless night thinking of u at every breathe

must look into the mirror everyday, turn left turn
right checking myself to boost my self-esteem
want myself to look good to make you mesmerize
it's something that i never done before!
it has been year, and i dont think it can be stopped
have you ever feel the same way as i do?
if you are happened to be the same...
i think that we are meant for one another~

still want to call you despite we just parted
having sleepless night thinking of u at every breathe

must look into the mirror everyday, turn left turn
right checking myself to boost my self-esteem
want myself to look good to make you mesmerize
it's something that i never done before!
it has been year, and i dont think it can be stopped
have you ever feel the same way as i do?
if you are happened to be the same...
still want to call you despite we just parted
having sleepless night thinking of u at every breathe

must look into the mirror everyday, turn left turn
right checking myself to boost my self-esteem
want myself to look good to make you mesmerize
it's something that i never done before!
it has been year, and i dont think it can be stopped
have you ever feel the same way as i do?
if you are happened to be the same...
i think that we are meant for one another~!

i think that we are meant for one another~!

i think that we are meant for one another~!

the song i choose for you and me

2009-02-17T19:51:00.002+08:00

Been feeling very emo lately, there are so many things to think and ponder, this song is jus something that is on my mind most of the time...

รู้ไหมว่าใจสั่น อย่าทำให้หวั่นไหว
หากที่จริง เราเป็นแค่เพื่อนกัน
ทุกครั้งที่มองตา ต้องเกิดคำถาม อยู่ทุกวัน
ว่าเธอคิดเช่นไร

อึดอัดนะ เข้าใจไหม ที่ต้องยืน
อยู่กึ่งกลางระหว่างเพื่อนกับแฟน

นี่ฉันต้องรักเธอแบบไหน
ช่วยบอกกันมาได้ไหม
แล้วฉันต้องทำยังไง เมื่ออยู่ใกล้เธอ
ที่ฉันคิดๆ มันผิดไหม
ที่แอบมีเธออยู่ในใจเสมอ แค่อยากรู้

ถ้าเธอแค่ลังเล ก็อย่าจับมือฉัน
หากว่าเธอนั้นยังไม่มั่นใจ
ถึงเป็นเหมือนเพื่อนสนิท
ก็อย่ามาทำให้ฉันคิดไกล
ด้วยการใกล้ชิดกัน

อึดอัดนะ เข้าใจไหม ที่ต้องยืน
อยู่กึ่งกลางระหว่างเพื่อนกับแฟน

นี่ฉันต้องรักเธอแบบไหน
ช่วยบอกกันมาได้ไหม
แล้วฉันต้องทำยังไง เมื่ออยู่ใกล้เธอ
ที่ฉันคิดๆ มันผิดไหม
ที่แอบมีเธออยู่ในใจเสมอ แค่อยากรู้

หากคบเป็นเพียงเพื่อนกัน
บอกเลยว่าเพื่อนอย่างฉันมันรักเธอ
ยังอยากเป็นคนเดิม คนนั้นที่ยืนข้างเธอ
จะไม่ทำตัวให้เธอลำบากใจ แค่นั้น

นี่ฉันต้องรักเธอแบบไหน
ช่วยบอกกันมาได้ไหม
แล้วฉันต้องทำยังไง เมื่ออยู่ใกล้เธอ
ที่ฉันคิดๆ มันผิดไหม
ที่แอบมีเธออยู่ในใจเสมอ แค่อยากรู้

บอกได้ไหม...

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---Translation---

please dont cause my heart to yearn for you
when in reality, we are just friends
when i look into ur eyes, there's always that question...
what are u thinking about us?

do you know that it is torturing, to be
standing between feeling of friendship and love

so how should i like you?
can you please tell me?
what should i do when u are nearby...
whatever that i'm thinking, is it wrong?
for always secretly having you in my heart
i want to know...

if you are still hesitating, dont hold my hands
coz you are totally uncertain
even though we are like a gd friend
dont make me imagine our feelings,
by touching my heart...

do you know that it is torturing, to be
standing between feeling of friendship and love

so how should i like you?
can you please tell me?
what should i do when u are nearby...
whatever that i'm thinking, is it wrong?
for always secretly having you in my heart
i want to know...

if we are still being friends
i want to say that your this friend still loves you
i want to be your same friend, who stand beside you
i wont do anything to make you uncomfortable, at all

so how should i love you?
can you please tell me?
what should i do when u are nearby...
whatever that i'm thinking, is it wrong?
for always secretly having you in my heart
i want to know...

can you just tell me???

*******

STORM the KBOX!!!

2009-02-15T01:11:00.002+08:00

RAWR~!! it's screaming time babies!
lol, we did start off with screaming and shrieking and of course, pole + slutty dancing. cant b help rite?! firstly, we gt the biggest room with the screen projector and pool table, seatd for 10+ppl...it was OMG OoO a total eye opener of wat kbox is like! wuahahahha, and of we go! aditya sang some slut songs...all those, britney, fergie, pussy cat, tata young etc. i shaked till i almost drop onto the floor panting lah! but it was fun! staying there until 6+ and omg, i no more voice liao...

the two most often had-to-be singers coz they do knows lot of bitchy songs and i was the backgrd dancer -.- anw, i tried doing ballroom slow dance with aditya...felt like vomiting...hahahaha, realli cant do it with ppl other than my darling(s)! also did pole with Wilson...my hair did stand up! brrr~...btw, pole dancing realli make my back ache ToT

went eat dinner at foodcourt...i totally forgt to sms anton! i jus realise when i recieve the sms from A when i reached home saying A is going sleep!!! omg, what had i done?!?! tmr must really clear things out (by finding excusessss) :p

anw, after that was shopping time and we went in like almost evry shop...but the most time-takers are the furniture shop opp the sony and that sony shop, also fourskin...-.- blame it on aditya... =.= at the furniture shop rite, evryone was walking ard sperately and i was like admiring things that are too ex to be bought :) and they really had to observe evry single things from clock to carpet to vase to chair...haiz...i realli scared we break something...coz evrything there cost more than $100 lah T^T
then the sony shop was kinda stupid..5 of us went in, walk one whole big round and the sale ppl were like hunting us like hawks behind and in the end...window shopping onli lor...i swore i did saw them murmuring towards us lah >< and i asked the price of the TV, $799...vry tempting leh
then we went to fourskin..there...evryone except me was like trying on evry caps or hats they have and they look seriously like some...uncivilise ppl lah. aditya gt caught blink blink with one hat so i was like "buy lah buy lah, 32 bucks onli...nw discount u know" we were there for at least 20 min and in the end...nobody buy anything, so we jus stood there blk ppl path. lolz

model-suppose-to-be but wilson photo taking skill realli sux and it turned out like the above -.- zzz and there were hell lot ppl ard lah...hu dare to retake?!

Sat 196 home....my mom called me on the way and i was like telling her say i m going home! But however, when reaching my house stop there....the convo on the bus was realli INTERESTING. im nt gonna mention what it is but wel...i purposely went to bedok Mac and sat there to chat with Wil and Adit for 1+ hour...gosh...realli laughed my gut out today. frm the kbox to Mac chitchat...it was the best valentine ever! hu say valentine must spend time with lovers onli? friends are important too!!! hi5~! luv u guysssssssssssssssssssss!

gd night! gonna drop dead on my bed!

Cedar part 2

2009-02-15T01:01:00.002+08:00

picture of aditya acting cute at the ball smacking game lolx! and vicents joined in the game and oops! he missed untill very...i dunno wat to say Xp

after that very tired+ hot+ bored, so all willing to take cap to marina sq...and duh...i hav to cam-whore my shopping stuffs!

reach there kinda too early lah...so went bowling first and woo~! thanks to wilson for taking the pic of me. nice post babie~!!! ( but i feel like my ass damn big nia...)

anw, the two balloons are for us! ( anyone with me) the rose was jus a witness of our love ^^ hahahah, i gib u, HONEY(s) //////-//////
lolx

Cedar gal Part 1

2009-02-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

heeheehee, happy yappy Valentine! as alot ppl would hav already know, cedar gal organised carnival on this Sat and of coz, i wont miss carnival! i do hope VS would organise something like this too, not some formal events onli, it's boring~! anw, aditya and i was like planning to sit on that train/car lah, then i asked my fren how much and she said abt 5 bucks...omg...forget it...i'll rather buy drinks ah!

then we believed that we kena scammed for the fried icecream -.- $3 for one tiny scoop of icecream in a fired flour -.- hu came up with this idea sia

above here was the girl seling the fried ice cream, it was seriously...tiring...dont cha think so too?

below here is a water ball thingy, cant rmb what is it exactly called as, i wanted to try!!! but but but...will it sink?? T^T
so all in all, nth much lah, Wilson Aditya and i could onli manage to stay there till12+ before we were bored out and decided to leave the place. dint realli do many things, jus buy some food, bought two heart balloons for Anton and me (then i lost it ltr during shopping =.= now left one, damn!) oh oh oh oh! and i gt a rose coz i won aditya during the ball scooping game and my points were hight enough for me to earn one FAKE rose!!!! -.- WOW.....

btw, before i left the house, i jus realised that i plugged the phone to charger but nv on the switch! damn! so my batt was like 10% before i leaving the house?! so i asked Wil and Adit to go first, i sat taxi there ltr alone!
before that i looked at the doghnut i bought last night and they were looking like...love triangle?!??! sooo hit into the middle of my heart....

SLI pictures

2009-02-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

umm...this is suppose to b the last photo but nvm! it's the congregation of all the student organisation that created this whole SLI event. singing a song cal...umm...call what ah? cant rmb. lolx

THAT was Sean Chin when he receiving his pin!

talks by Mr Oh and Mr Low...*yawn* but interesting!

meet our school very own professionals! gentlemen! sportmen! 3 in each of them! ( i think)

3 hearts...

2009-02-14T00:45:00.001+08:00

My love triangle. Im the white. A is pink n I is black.

The organising commity

2009-02-14T00:37:00.001+08:00

Mr jonathan oh

2009-02-14T00:26:00.001+08:00

I recognise him since sec1! He's hot!

It's sean!

2009-02-14T00:25:00.001+08:00

Sean receiving pin.

Roses of you n me

2009-02-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

3 roses, exclude the dying ones, rep i luv you

Happy valentine~!

2009-02-14T00:21:00.001+08:00

The light pink is me, the white is u. Me blooming for us n u starting to bloom. The highest rep our luv result tat wil rise like tat dark pink rose. As othe withering roses, they rep the fading bad memories for us to start tgt again. I think im seriously in luv wif u..

14/02/2009

2009-02-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

it's Valentine's Day~!
alot of ppl must hav been looking forward to this day, but to me it jus a normal ordinary day that i still hang out with my friends. no one to spend time in this special moment with rite...last year...i think i had somebody, yah, i rmb...it was M. lolx. this year abit lousy, coz i nv realli try to find and i jus keep talking to one person, it has been two weeks + hah. and im nt sick or bored of u yet..yay~! tat's a gd news! i dont know how long u gonna take, but wel...i guess i'll jus hav to wait patiently for the right time, it may b six months, one year, or more...i dunno...i jus hav to make the best out of evryday! rite? and why nt having sidedish along the way? hu knows...may b these sidedish are realli my true luv... XP

ytd PE was very fun and tiring after the long weeks of stupid activities! handball! first time playing and seriously...i sux...perhaps i ve been thinking alot of things lately. gosh..u are realli affecting my evrything! cant live a moment without thinking of wat to do and wat i shouldnt do. when i shouted dont let Rahmat has the ball~! and you were the first person who intensely blocking rahmat away from the ball. i saw ur face...u were protective, and that...made my heart even more trembling. it been a few days, i cant take it anymore. so i sms you during bio...let us nt talk or acknowledge each other at all for the next week, i need time to adjust to this unrealistic hope. it jus seem too impossible. you are my friend and i dont want to lose a friend i realli care. when someone whacked the ball against ur leg i was realli felt like running towards you and help to ease ur pain. but my sense stopped me, i should stay away from you. it's for the good of both of us. me, to be homoganous with my existing luv. you, to not wonder into this disgusting path. i do hope u understand me...i realli hope. dont hate me, i jus need sometime

again..happy VALENTINE to both A and I
you two are my current heart affair Xp
hav a nice day evryone!!! woo~!

11/02/2009

2009-02-11T16:37:00.002+08:00

wee~! i LUV my papi and mommi! u know why??? coz of $o$
no lah! of course nt! i recieve MORE than jus that from them lah
for example..their love is so uncountable!
nobody is going to love me like they do, it took me till like last year to realise the love and care i hav been taking for granted for years...
anw, ytd and monday afternoon was so fun traveling singapore!
Monday after school went to sentosa, play LUGE for my third time hehheh...went to merlion for the first time! and then ate at some ulu steamboat restaurat that the waitress were damn pissy! i jus asked them for more sauce at evry table and they were ngiaoly saying that two bowls of sauces are enough! why u still need more?! it's like...HELLO~ we are the customer and u are suppose to serve us NOT questioning us. if it was nt because the adults were looking i would hav made some bitch face to her lah...zzz.zzz

watched the super sian song of the sea (my 4th time!)
then went back to hotel half dead...
it was Elizabeth hotel ard orchard behind Mt Elizabeth hotel
anw, my cousins wanted to try singapore delicacies...so i had to bring them to newton circus food centre there to had super heavy SUPPER!
gosh..i solo ate the friend oyster, then still gt fishball soup, satay, mee goreng, grill chicken, damn full lah...had to sit bus bac one stop coz all lazy walk
however, i shouldnt hav mentioned abt sex shop, the house of condom. my cousins were like oh gt sex shop ah!? let's go let's go!! so i brough them walked alllll the way from far east to lucky plaza. we (including me, i tot to get in the first time) were so happy to see ppl coming out lah, ran towards the shop BUT...they came from the next door 7/11 =.=
and the shop was closed...all so sad, onli my cousin-in-law were so happy that her husband wont get some exotic sex toy home! hahahaha

ytd was jurong bird park an then shopping at some perfume shop ard Amoy street. i gt the first perfume of my life! yesh~! luv my mom. btw, before that we were having lunch at seoul garden, during the meal, my dad was like asking if i gt money with me. DUHly, i said not a single cent (blink blink) and then he said, nah...including hong bao...u know how much?!?!? OMG i dont wanna say Xp

heehee, shopping at orchard lor after that, i nv buy a thing, my mom gt a bag and my dad was so lazy to shop and jus followed us around...i dont shop first lah...wait they fly back first

OMG it's raining!! go closed windows and on air-con XP
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done!

should i write some emo stuff?? may b i should...

so...after evryone left sgp..i was alone as ever
reached home after see doctor for MC
i wanted to cry badly, howver, i ushed myself to bath first then i slacked in my room. i realli need a listening ear...but...who will it be?
A or I?
i was struggling for like 10 min before i called I so i could ask abt the homework too before he sleep, and also...in case i talk with A till very long :P
so i called I and aked him abt hw. tat was jus a mask of mine lah actually, i tried to talk longer, to lengthen the convo. but I was VERY busy -.- typing ferociously that i could hear the keyboard sound. talked talked talked, the more we talked...the further apart i felt. i had to control it u know, but it's so hard...i wanted to say the magic words...but...the consrquences frightened me. i must forget....tat is the onli right choice to do...

A was as sweet as ever...i cant stop smiling talking to A...it was jus too, brilliant? but i realli hoped A would talk more lah, i know u gt sorethroat, and i understood. but next time must talk more k!
coz i talked for 1 hour i'll get sorethroat too lor Xp
miss ya~!

tat all for ytd...pic i'll try to get bah, my mom brought the cam back thailand, haiz...i go do A math le

flag day pics~!

2009-02-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

07/02/2009

2009-02-07T22:33:00.002+08:00

so close yet so far...
have you ever heard of that phrase?
today i realli felt it
i know i shouldnt be saying this but, i jus cant keep it...it's too much for me to handle.
it all began since last year, there was this period that i realise, 'u' made my heart droofing and today, my heart was sooo excited throughout the whole day! i was going crazy. u sms me in the morning how to go to that Mac in tp, then we met and went to tp tgt. that was kind of my FIRST chance of traveling ard with you. you were so slpy, i felt like smacking ur head and pinched your cheeks. when i thought of it, i blushed, and obviously, u werent suppose to be noticing anything ///-/// it was jus...my own little dreamy world of wishes tat will nv come true.

i quickly told angus who i wanted to partner with and 'u' are my partner as expected. we were like the first enthu kia who went for the donation. i dont know why, but timed seemed to fly so fast. there was nv once that i had this kind of moment to spend with u two persons, to know more of you and most importantly, to find out the truth. u were different. totaly diff from the school. it was nice partnering with you and and ....and....i dunno? i was in love? gosh...
it was more obvious, when we went to cinema, sitting beside u was so uncomfortable. i had to always control and maintain my pose so to make sure that we still remain at a distance. it was extremely hard. i was realli hoping that...something like a lover could hav done. tsk. stupid isnt it? i dint want to stay away frm you. u are like a magnet that i kept attracting to. when we walked, side by side. when we ate, side by side. and you know what? what u did to me in the lift was really making me dumbfounded...how was i suppose to react?! when u jus... on me and i was seriously blushing like tomato lah. nobody ever suspected my feeling for you, it was all seemed to b like a joke, but i do hope it happens. anw, why did i even bother followed you home in the first place? i could hav jus stayed on at tp there and enjoy my day. i jus wanted to accompany u as long as possible. it's wrong, i know. i wont even stand a chance.

nvm, jus take it as a stupid lamenting of mine k. i shouldnt be saying this. it's gonna make matter worse. i should jus shut up. and one more thing...i already hav someone. i cant effort to like another one hu seem to be like a dream to me. it's nv gonna come true. i know it, i jus know it. i dont want that kian cong incident to repeat itself u know. tat was damn idiotic of me.

zzzzz. shut up!

now i alreadt hav someone in mind and THAT person will nt change! i will maintain it. i do feel it that it is going to turn out great! i'm sorry for me yabbling rubbish today k...
may b it's true after all...
'close distance win true love'?

05/02/2009

2009-02-05T21:42:00.003+08:00

as alot ppl would hav already know...
i gt PANGED! =o=
yeshh...my phone is gone, my C905! i jus bought it like in Dec and now...it's resting in peace in Chia's office. gosh, realli, i shouldnt hav look at ur photo during class. now i cant even look at it eva again...

i hope i realli gonna get it back by next week, thanks to Mr Pang that i gt it back slightly earlier, he's nt so bad after all lah, dont b so negative on him hor. ^^

anw, today went to change the braces color..and i picked RED! woo~! HOT. thanks to anton for introing it to me...i nv try it before anw. but now my teeth damn hurt sia...dont even feel like eating dinner.

after the teeth thing i went into the amo super market in tanglin to hunt for groceries. and i realli gt thingsss -o- and wta important the most was that....i was totally *blink blink* upon glancing at the roses. i felt as if something was calling out for me to buy them...so i bought XP 6 pinks and 2 pinkish white. NICE. i read the horoscope and realised that i should place flower at the north of my room to boost my LOVE energy. =.= dont know if it true but i like having flower in my room! do it doesnt hurt trying rite?? (jus cost 10 bucks+ onli)

so..this is how my room look like. what cha think? cute huh?

Im sorry.

2009-02-03T22:55:00.001+08:00

Can u forgive me? Lets talk things out k. Miss ya!

02/02/2009

2009-02-02T22:52:00.001+08:00

gosh...my ass, oops! i mean my thighs pain...
ouch ouch ouch
thanks to Niche, she brought me go shopping at orchard on this tiring Monday! actually, i jus wanted to skip that SLI rehersal...who want to go lah..boring~
so jus fake fake and went off...heehee ^.^

threw my bag at home and my first destination was parkway parade : i need to buy the sunflower seeds for my cousin's hamsters...argh!!!i want one too but i wont hav time or mood to tc them lor. anw, the seeds were out of stock...i think some sluts must hav coped evry single package..evil..ltr my(cousin's) hamsters die ah...i'll do voodoo on them -.- tsk!

then off i went to orchard takashimaya!!
kinokuniya, as ever.
haiz...i hate books, coz i dont hav time to read (english books)
then we went down to buy chocolates, she gt chocolates for her friends (15 bucks each...rich bitch XP) and seriously, i was kinda upset lah...she didnt seem wanting to get anything for me.

then we strolled ard at Wisma Atria untill abt 6.30...conclusion...she gt shoes, 3 books, two jackets from cotton on, two boxes of chocolate and one box of brownie....and i gt her file to bring back to mandarin garden =.= zzz she went back to her thomsom home....haiz...i was kind of tired on Mrt that i took a wrong one at raffle place and went untill clementi...omg...i was thinking abt the person on my phone walpaper lah...////-/////

so fun chatting with you...i realli hope...that's it gonna be a positive outcome. so long le that i nv feel this way...since last May when i knew 'somebody'? im currently jian fei for you babie!
night!

01/02/2009

2009-02-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

woohoo~! today baked cookies! it's my second try u know...but...it turned out abit worse than expected (cant say why) jus that...the cookies are abit ...*gulp* but still can eat lah! not too bad!!! *clap clap clap clap*

anw, lunch was at thaipan and it cost onli 50 bucks! very little u know..actually i should hav ask them go some ex restaurant lah...pangseh me ytd T^T i'm still hurt by it lor. but wel...we reali did patched up today (so i'm nt that strong hearted after all~ =.=). it all started when i asked jane to help mop my room while i mixing the flour. and yeah...evryone kind of like gathering in the kitchen and help bit by bit. however, the thing they helped most were like...tasting?! -.- i should hav put poison inside lah. see them suffer...wuahahahaha *v*

suan le lah...i also cant make myself angry with them for long
they are like my evrything in singapore anw
^^

kkk continue continue.....
this afternoon was a totally lazy buster period...i sat down in front PC from 2+ til 6...wat i did? CHAT...yeah...CHAT. it's been long time since i chatted this long with anyone. should i say who? nvm. we still did sms after that when i was attacking my chinese homework. couldnt concentrate much...worse still my cousin came back and we watched Fantastic4...zzz...it took me two hours to complete 7 MCQs and one open ended question of my chem WB...blame it on U and the TV.
but i liked it though....

however...how long is it gonna be like this?
u arent ready to commit and i'm urging evry now and then.
to tell the truth, i dont want to search ard anymore...
may b i can jus wait for the time...when u are ready
(but may b sidedishes along the way)
but i'm scared u hav a change of heart and that does happen very often. umm...let fate decide bah.
DOA
DUMP or ATTACH

Early morning

2009-02-01T11:20:00.001+08:00

N i was baking cookies!

31/01/2009 - an emotional day

2009-01-31T21:47:00.002+08:00

i dont know what day it is today...
the worst day of this month perhaps?
i dont know
but it's the day that i feel totally solitude in Singapore
after all, look like i have to always depend on myself no matter in whatever things i do. i learnt from the mistake.
if i cant even depend on my cousins hu are like my siblings, the ones whom i luv and care the most in Singapore, i bet there is noone else i could rely on.
i shouldnt be so sad actually, this kind of things do happen seldomly, yes, SELDOMLY
i wondered how did i go through them last time. i wish i could still feel the same way again

today, we promised one another to go and celebrate my cousin bdae together with a cake. and guess what, firstly, they all went for visiting without even think of how much wasted sacrifices i made would be. they are jus some selfish people who think that they are first as always. i should hav known. that incident was kinda forgivable. it would seem to be so imcomplex as compare to the next one. when they broke the promises we made.

we were suppose to go for visiting together, but we couldnt. and after that they did nt even bother if i was dead or alive. i was like waiting at home watching movie after movie jus to WAIT pathetically for them to come back. and guess what...they were shopping happily and end up going to eat pizza together...i believe they wont even bother contacting me if it was not coz of P'gift asking them to call me. i should get used to it already. but i still...deeply, feel hurt. yah i know i m such an idiot person, i'm a bloody asshole that nobody should even care, i dont deserve their little care and concern, and I m gonna prove them right. i can live by myself.

P gift and i were suppose to celebrate bdae for Pete, but wel...since we had nth to celebrate, might as well use our time preciously rite? so we jus went to eat at parkway and did some groceries shopping...and i felt damn bad...all the things cost about S$150+ it's tremendous sum of money u know. i gtta help her by some way. anw, now evryone is back at home and yet...we didnt even bother talking a single word. i jus want to cut myself from them. i hope i can. i wish i will do it once and for all. u know, stop caring for someone hu dont even know how to think about others. yes i should stop....

picture time~!

2009-01-31T16:15:00.005+08:00

Btw, on wed was seriously last min kind of decision to go out watch movie
i tot wilson would hav called for more ppl, but hu knows...onli 4 ppl turned up excluded me. luckily, i dragged Amos along with me.lol. he's such a good doggy ^^

we watched the wedding game and omg...i was so IN with the romantic story...despite the fact that Amos turned up late and i had to go fetch him outside, but nevermind! i hav to help a friend rite?

after that i was very sian and hence, amos and i decided to watch LOVE MATTER and they cant watch coz not yet 16...wuahahaaha, the show was simply relating to sex...so yah...too bad lor~

i was eating lasagna (is it correct spelling?) and he was eating some spicy seafood spagetthi. and u know what? we took like 1 hour jus to look for a dinning shop -.- cant decided between Swenzen, Changing appetite, or Cafe Cartel...wel...ended up in the last one. and i was fully bloated! these few days i like nv shit at all leh...zzz

walked to the same bus stop and wel...we gt nth to do jus cam hor! and his buss came first -.- very unfair, but i's okay lah...coz the bus 36 ltr gt lot cute ppl inside. muahahahaha

Testing no.2

2009-01-31T15:55:00.001+08:00

Me at similan beach

31/01/2009

2009-01-31T15:30:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to my cousin!!!
he is already 19, WTF, i'm like 5 more months before i'll turn 18, the age of ... lolx, i believe i wont b like my cousin so guai bah, hehheh

anw, today was seriously pissing me off day.
my whole house cousin PANGSEH me jus becoz i went out with my friend ard noon. wel...the story goes like this....
i decided to go Bugis shopping with R for a while at 11 and i was suppose to be back home by two.
however at about 12.15, my niece called me saying that they will leave in about an hour time and wanted me to come home asap! so...i had to reluctantly stoping my shopping time with R and gt on the bus at about 12.40...then she called me again saying that they were leaving AT ONCE...i was like OoO didnt u said 1+pm? now wat?

seriously...i felt like slamming my phone on the floor if nt coz my phone cost me more than 500 S$.... -.- wtf, and i was on the way till Kallang already...what else can i do?! if i was to go Kovan meet them, i should have taken the same MRT as R together. i dont want to go alone lah...so boring ~o~ so all in all...came back home and ate lunch and watched a movie

gosh...i'm bored...honey let's go out tgt Xp

tonight still must celebrate my cousin bdae at dunno where...i feel realli left out
may b coz i dont hav a sibling like them.
so i want my other half!!!!!

Testing

2009-01-29T22:07:00.001+08:00

It jus me...

26/01/2009

2009-01-26T01:00:00.002+08:00

oh gosh...it's chinese new year!

and yesh, i m feeling so pathetically lonelier than before
my life is realli rolling down hill forever
it's so tiring...tonight was my third approach
and wel...the person is no longer available since the day before ytd, yet, i dint know a thing. feel like being cheated. feel like being looked as unimportant. something has nv change, me. i dont know if there is anything wrong with me. the line is always drawn until the friendship, there was nv once that the line get thinner for me to go in deeper. may b i m realli borned loveless. onli love frm my parents, my family...how abt someone that i can love and love me whole heartedly? i hav been hoping tat i will b able to share to giv my love to somebody. if that is seriously not gonna come true...i'm seriously gonna go into the wrong path...

so...may b i shall start this sat...the night tat evrthing all begins

LIFE SUX.

25/01/2009

2009-01-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

heeheehee ^^
my first ever post of the YEAR 2009!
it's going to be the OKY year soon
i heard ppl say it's the worst year for a goat-borner like me
i guess evrything will b jus fine...
wel, may be not. last night was stupid.
i jus realised i hav been wasting my life on someone tat doesnt worth my care and concern.
i'm kinda used to it anw, there is no point being sad about it
wat i hav to do now is concentrate on the new 'target'
lol, or may b...none at all

this valentine gonna b alone so be it
i still hav my beloved cousins hu will always stay by me!
anw, wish evryone hu read my blog HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

today i went to Uncle Francis house & My ex-guardian house
and unfortunately, both houses hav reunion dinners we had to attend and both places are STEAMBOAT.
zzzz
seriously, i'm gonna sick of steamboat for at least a month
the first house was kinda full already, and the second house gt even better food!!
so my cousins, Pet and Pear and i ate the steamboat like OMG lah k
ate until i couldnt even stand straight
then we coped some of the old movies to bring home to watch....
my ex-guardian was kinda freak out coz i coped all her favourite movies nia XP

now my cousins are feeding their hamsters
-.- see them so cute i also feel like getting one for myself sia....but i'm sux at taking care pet. onli good at taking care people...haiz....
going chat le, byebye.

ps. may b i should do my new year resolution asap! ^o^

20/11/2008

2008-11-20T21:09:00.003+08:00

oh my god, i'm damn bloody full.....
jus reached home at abt 8pm it has been a 12 hours long journey out of the house! phew! i was kind of forced to go to the prawn farm in KlongYai state (another state in my province). the farm was shared between my uncle and my dad, and my dad onli goes to help on the harvest days. unfortunately, i tried to escape the punishment of stucking there doing nth by sleeping at 3 last night :P busy playing FF X for the second time. i dont know why but i jus hav the sudden rush to play the game again after completed it like 1 yr ago! and for the first day, i played 5 hours straight ToT at this rate, i will be taking abt 10 days to complete the game according to my old save file.

ANW i was like half awake when i reached the farm and slept again till lunch time. then busy cracking open the crabs shell with my mom and that gross made me fully awake -_-
but it was worth the effort ! ^^ yumyum

then slack until 4 when my cousins came with their darlings and we went to the HardLek village, the Thai-Cambodia border.
COOL
my cousin-in-law wanted to buy fake LV bag which cost 750 baht (s$30) and she didnt want it coz it was too ex...zzzz...i feel like telling her that in sgp, that kind of bag will cost her like 40000 baht per bag =o=
mydad called and we had to rushed back
it was scary ~.~ when my cousin wanted to drive through the moutainous path like in F1 wahhh i didnt want die young. we talked abt Disney Lands...haiz...how we wished we would be there again in Japan T^T

My mom dont let me drive home though. she said we were rushing towards the restaurant to meet my uncle from singapore. and THAT is the coz of my huge tummy
-.- i m getting FAT eating like this for the past 4 days. OMG, even my cousin said how much i look diff from the wedding dinner! omg omg omg omg diet diet diet diet!!!!!!!!
anw, my parents going for another wedding at Glang state in RaYong province tmr, dont know if there is seat on the car available for me. believe it or nt, my parents see friends better than me!!! tsk! -.-im going on strike
two wedding coming up on 23rd Nov, another one on 29th....
haiz...how will i go on diet....shit

I think i should go walk on the machine for awhile, very full, cant go up sleep or play game like this rite, i'll turn to pig. and i hav decided to skip all meal tmr! (may b except for dinner if i go to wedding) i want to slim downnnnnnn =.=

19/11/2008

2008-11-19T21:11:00.002+08:00

life in Trat has been kinda slacking evryday
however, i hav no my own freedom
morning hav to drag myself out of bed at 8+ to bath, eat and drive my mom to the shop *yawn* and we hav been going to the farm for harvesting for the past two days, i was bored there sia....nth to do....i tried to escaped from the farm last night. My dad called, very furious, he nagged me on the phone for like almost 30 min and he came to the house to fetch me personally T^T
normally ppl will fetch me...this shows something
but after listened to what he said, i really felt guilty
he just wanted me to b there as a support, and nth else
what had i done again...

btw, staying here..i nv felt hungry for once
coz food jus come into my mouth evry hour XP

this is a picture of my beloved doggy
CHOMPOO!!! ^^

ANW, on the 17 was my cousin marriage, P Ruk and P Took
morning was jus for the male-side relative to tie the thread ard the couple's wrists. and i did almost nth other than go ard taking picturessssss, eating brunch, and a cup of mocha frappe

BTW, let's talk abt my hair process
when i walked out at the airport arival hall, my cousin's friends fetched me for diving lesson and then first words they said was, "what had u done to ur hair?! it's fiery RED!!!" lolx i dont know wat to say but SMILE. they like it!

THEN it was the most scary time to go to my aunty house to meet my waiting parents. I remembered, last time, my dad said that i am nt allow to dye my hair AT ALL ToT and now i was like red hair? *gulp* seriously, i was very scared my hair would be shaved off!

BUT when my mom saw she was beaming and my dad said nth, my aunt was amazed. YAY~! I'm gonna survive!!! my dad obviously would jus nag here and there but he nv ordered me to get rid of it...so i can keep the hair!!!

AND when i stepped out of the car at the afternoon marriage ceremony, my cousin at the opposite the road said, "omg mom look at Eart and his dazzling red hair" and almost evryone who stood at the door turned towards my direction and awed-struck. did i change that much? my mom was like proudly say she brought along angmo, then my uncles said i looked like some Korea and Jap ppl...hu should i believe?! OMG. OoO hahahaha
totally happy that evryone likes it, onli my dad anti hair dying...he said it makes ppl look too slutty....which i dont think so and he is very old fashion, dont want dwell on that or else this post will nv end.

eat eat eat and my dad's 9 siblings took turn couple by couple to tie the bride and groom wrists. and i was standing by the side spamming pictures like free like that. and the photographing turned out to be more difficult as i had to run around to avoid the two little monsters that will bully me whenever they had the chance -_- and i didnt want to get messy...

AFTER that we went to my aunt resort to have a hand reading by the famous doctor....the three of us let him see our hands and what i learnt this time was i hav to wear and amulet all 'Buddha in Tiger cave' to prevent me getting cheat from untrue lover. actually i was hesitated, would this mean that i wont b able to find fun? lolx, then he said, that i can still cheat other ppl. OKAY DEAL! i'm so looking forward to tat amulet!
THEN my dad drove the car back to the main city of my Trat province and we slacked ard till like 4+ then we were ready for the wedding dinner. before that, my super old fashion daddy suddenly wanted to cam whore and he let me took their pictures with our dear house that has the same age as me....owww...so sweet my house....it's nt evryday tat we dressed like tat rite??

reached the dinner at abt 5+ and i was willing forced into welcome commity with my cousin (22) and my cousin-in-law-to-be. we get along quite well and it was fun to say swadee krub over and over again for hundreds of time -.- thanks to my aunty, she invited like almost 1000 ppl for the wedding...zzzzz...and it was so hot! stupid sia! on monday night there was no wind but on tuesday night it was freezing cold! stupid stupid stupid weather!!! anw, it was like freaking hot and there were million of insects flying around the lamp nearby and we were like scratching ard like chimpanzees! ToT i transformed from angel into monster lor...*sob sob*

eee...actually there are like alot more stuff that i can talk abt, but i cant resist the temptation to go play ps2 now! got so many games waiting for me to pick and choose and ENJOY. wuahahaha
i go le k. will update again as soon as i hav time and mood. and one more thing...my Dec holiday is fully packed!
wonder if i'll be able to finish the holiday homeworkssssss
haizzzz

15/11/2008

2008-11-15T07:56:00.002+08:00

yo hi hello morning~!
currently waiting to board the plane after the long bloody line outside ZZZ if i nt wrong, there was a system failure and all the flight check in somehow ended up at Row 8 (my former row)
after stupidly lined up for like 15 min, i remembered tat i had checked in through internet and therefore, i can go to the shorter and quickly row 9!! yay~!

btw, jus now on the taxi, i had to call my uncle out to sign the UM form for me
coz i m UNDER 18 and i m traveling alone.
they scared i dumb enough to miss the flight or something?
and i felt damn bad waking him up at 7 to ask him to rush him to airport to jus to sign name -_- as i was already on the blooody taxi!
well...i tried nt to mafan other ppl so much, it's my nature, i deal with my prob alone. jus that this time...i realli had no choice

actually i wanted to update a last post at home last night
however, i reached home like....10.30 :P
ytd was a movie marathorn for me and Kevin u know
it's like, Kevin's darling is away in HK, so i finally could spend time with him again! this show tat that bitch has been stealing my friend!!
zzz
watched Madacascar and 007. nice
both totally giv diff type of feeling
and obviously that we watched before 6 so the price was jus $6 per ticket. pls lah....i'm not gonna spend all money on movie alone rite. tat's not me!!
we went dinner after that
and it was really crowded tat we had to walked around the food republic like 5 rounds?! jus to find a seat that was ltr half coped by some stupid restaurant tat scared their customer ran away coz no table -.- cheater!
and one more thing...ppl hav been staring at m,y red hair sia..lol...feel so weird

reaching BKK ltr must go for divng lesson and go back to my province in the evening. will try to online asap and if time + mood permit, i'll blog

bye~!
hav a bon voyage!!
lolx

13/11/2008

2008-11-13T16:15:00.003+08:00

BOO!

it's bloody time babies~!!!!

hahaha ^^

RED RED RED it's RED

after a few consideration, let's have my hair coloured

evryone i asked told me to go for light brown..

why must it be brown?! i feel very extraordinary

so i picked RED

almost quarrel with the shop uncty (get wat i mean) for the colour...he/she told me to get brown and yet i still want red. i wanted RED!!!! argh!!!

anw, he/she was like telling me "you watch out ah...pick red...hehheh"

*gulp*

will i lost my virginity?!?! (again XP ooops!)

anw, it's done...and i like it!

tat's all tat matter!

i wonder how will the ppl at tuition centre think when they see me, the enthu kia in class turns into a bad boy...hehheh...let's rox! yay~!

Ms Dominique said it would be game and fun for the last lesson

^^ i'm gonna enjoy my life out! i hope...

today morning finally went to see mdm Tang

i went with umbrella covered my face...dont want anyone recognise
waited for her to appear at the HOD room at 11.30

when i dialed her number...she picked up and all i had to say was "ma'am this is Kasidet speaking" and she said she'll be right out.

we had a nice talk

she asked me abt the reasonsssss

and i somehow...replied true and false info

i dont want to b a burden to her lah

jus...let the history stay like that and it will soon be forgotten

even though it's gonna be 10yr down the road

i stil hav to move on, arent i?

no point trying to change the past or the ppl affecting me

jus adapt to the change, and i'll be jus fine ^^

she said she need time to consider abt me quiting

and the answer will be next January

when the school reopened...

pls ma'am, let me go

i jus want to be cut out frm the world

09/11/2008

2008-11-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

tomorrow
it's the time
time to let go and nv look back
i had made my mind clear
i'm leaving PSB

i hav been thinking of it so long
but there was always this invisible thread that ties me to the board
but after that incident, which everyone knows
it's irreversibly snapped

i dont hav the face to look at other people
it was made clear on YTD open house
i dont feel welcome
i dont feel the warmth
all i felt was jus neglected

so wat's the point of doing something that will expose me to more people? i would rather get away frm it. trust me, noone will really care anw. so wat 's the big deal? jus let me go alright. i'm sick of everything.

another reason for me to quit...
i dont deserve to b one
i'm a bad example
if anyone were to know wat i realli did for jus this year alone...i would sure be sent to councillor
i'm not a good kid as evryone see. i jus dont say dont tell dont share, coz i believe, it's my privacy

anw, goodbye PSB ^^

08/11/2008

2008-11-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

today open house was so fun!
it would obviously been better without some other reasons..
anw, went to school early in the morning, damn early -_-;;
the meeting time was 7am, i turned up at 7.15am :P
overslept, DUH, i hav been sleeping after midnight evryday, so suddenly wake up at 6 is abit difficult isnt it?
thanks to song yu for calling me jus to ask "where is the meeting place?"
wel...actually, if we were late also doesnt realli matter bah, Ms Raksha & Ms Hashima came like...8.30?! so the range was open onli after 8.30
we rushed like crazy to clean up and 'decorate' the range to make it look more friendly and not like a shooting range uses for execution

Ms Raksha came in : "wow this is the first time i ever see the air rifle range so clean!!" *ahem* ma'am, we did clean up after every session, just that u nv realised

parents started to flow in and i was seriously freaking out at first!
it was stupid of me to jus realised that our CCA is no longer 'Air Rifle Club' but 'Air Weapons Club' .....zzzz.... what a nice chairman m i hah?

i was like gladly accept the post to stay within the room, welcoming commitee ^^
i dont want to see faces of the people i dont want to see
which were surprisingly... A LOT

may b i should now say about the first attack,
i was walking frm vending machine back to rannge wif other ppl
jeremy walked pass, saw me and he asked me
"kasidet, u .... to .... is it?"
dont care dont care dont care...
it was jus some dog barking, not worth my precious saliva
it was damn hard...

however, after 2 hours, the advertising commitee members were exhausted and no one else willing to advertise + i dont want to shoot...i went out...daringly alone
wonder wat was i thinking?!?! o.O
carrying one huge rifle around like hooligan was nt an easy job...
firstly, must look kind enough and approach the parents, or they will run away if i look like going to shoot them if they dont go. it did really happen k
secondly, i was avoiding the crowded areas like canteen...omg...i dint want to be seen!!
walked around first floor and my shoulder was aching -.-
went to the field area, managed to grabbed a few more families' attention and my thai juniors. brought them to the range and....slack time!

but seriously, when i came back...Hashima was having a very enthu conversation with the sec2s and only 2 sec3 (exclude me) were left to welcome the parents! -_- dang! felt like shoot her sia XP

at 12+, the shop was closing soon at 12.30...
it was time for the last min advertising!
so darryl, nat, alex and i went ard like some ah beng with me carrying the 'faulty' rifle, leading the grp. their first stop was my hell place CANTEEN
shit
and CO was bloodyly performing
wat a nice timing =.=
i never left my eyes from the floor
there was nothing left to see
i jus told myself...work work work
i was there to work
so i tried to snatch customers from NPCC ppl
then my juniors suddenly turned angelic ask me to b polite..
wth...first time hearing darryl say such stuff
may b he was possessed T^T

then the second attack came...
Lau Yu Fan...someone hu i will NEVER EVER forget in my this life time
my smile suddenly became jus a smirk
he tried to act casual i think...talking abt the salad making thingy
but i know, his main intention
it was revealed after Lester came..
"kasidet! CO performance now very nice leh! see see see!"
i know wat they meant, i knw what they want
i jus pretended to turn my head while closing my eyes and say there was nth to see
i want it to end, no more of those crappy stuff
it's OVER babies~!
but if the bullet is loaded...they would hav been dead....

enough abt that bah, i'm kinda sick of it

went out eat lunch n shopping with cpc n calten
our first stop was the..dunno wat building opp funan centre
cpc want redeem his dont know wat 8GB thing and the shop was close
diaoz....
then we walked to River Walk to find the 'friendly water' to buy my diving glove
and it was also close =.=
were we too early?!
argh!!!!!

tired + pissed
sat Benz taxi to another diving shop opp concourse mall at beach road
and unfortunately, there was no design i want
another waste trip lolx
decided to go to near by bowling that cost 1.50 (according to cpc)
and it was also close down!!!
yay!!
super duper close down day!!
YAY YAY YAY

went home totally exhausted.......
tat's all for today ^^ bye~

04/11/2008

2008-11-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

great...great...great....
evrything has been so great
until i made that last wrong step
-_-;;; like real lah
life wasnt so great in the first place

japan trip was fun...THAT was jus an image
it was fun jus because i could cry peacefully evry night
yes
evry night
it would jus come back
again and again, playing repeatedly like a neverending film
what was happening to me
seriously, i have lost all hope for evrything

people i was with were hilarious, but beyond my mask, there was always this solemness that i jus cant let it go...stupid me, totally dumbass -*-
i laughed i joked i played i flirted. but all jus to show how strong i was, how happy i was, it was just...an illusion

btw, i'm not posting anything about the trip, more or less, all the details were updated in Jordan's blog. i was kind of with him most of the time, so yah, nothing much to say from my side.
as for the pictures, mostly are uploaded in face book and photobucket, lolx, i'm jus so lazy to update in this slow laggy blog :P

anw, today was the scorer's orientation. surprisingly, there are 5 THAIs this year. yes!!! 5!!!! last year there was none. i dont know what happened and now they spammed students like free like that. Anyway, i think they are gonna be abit troublesom bah, but more or less...they seem fine and adapted well here^^
and one more thing...i feel myself so old T^T they all called me big bro leh, wahhhhhh ToT

lastly, i think the school going to know my true colour soon, thanks alot to my that moment of stupidity. It really gt me woke up frm that lame shit and open my eyes to the world, what had i done?! F*** it lah! now what....i didnt expected it to turn out so bad till like that. may b i should jus skip the friday meeting...i cant take it anymore

26/10/2008

2008-10-26T17:59:00.002+08:00

japan japan~!
yay yay yay yay japan~!
wuahahaha
leaving for japan tonight
gonna miss evryone!

hehhehh it's suppose to b a firled trip
but u should know....my main intention to Japan
gonna sleep tight evrynight sia, heeheehee...

gtg cleaning up! byebye!

24/10/2008

2008-10-24T22:57:00.003+08:00

it's holiday but my heart still as pain
will this pain ever go away?
ever?

last week was K
now wat? another P
i guess i jus dont hav the luck into any relationship at all
why?
is it because the mole below my right eye? is it bcoz i was borned on friday?
the signs that are unsuccesful in relationship

i m really changing
tremendously changing
but little or none ppl notice them
it's jus, i nv reveal it
it's so dark
so dirty
so disgusting that i dont want anyone else to get stain by it
let me jus be this way

may b it's time for some casanovarcy
hehhehh
i've been restaining myself, not to follow blindly to my heart desires. but it doesnt seem to be working! i dont know what went wrong, i tried to amend but it was jus to hard to comprehend.
stupid
stupid
stupid
stupid
evolution time! from bad to worse...

me*

why cant i like someone hu likes me?!

22/10/2008

2008-10-22T19:49:00.002+08:00

OMG....
one more day and it will be HOLIDAY TIME!!!!

BUT

tmr is cross country, which i will definitely skip, not feeling well already, jus went to get a MC. hope i will recover before the Jap trip T^T
wat a coincidence... tsk tsk tsk

and tmr is also the day to see my best result for this year!
wuahahaha
my passed results are kinda...fail something
this time...this time!!
i've passed my english and chinese!
cheers~!

continue to work hard babie. ^^

anw, these few days are like prisoning myself at home and not going anywhere ToT stupid Jap project. make me rush my *** out. chiong here chiong there, haiz...i hope my journal and folio are up to standard, if nt, i'm really gonna jump into the volcano in Kyushu ltr on
still gt loads of stuff especially decoration to be done
so therefore, i shall nt post too long here and be so naggy yaggy

btw, P, if u happen to read this
i want to tell u
u looked great on tuesday ^^
wish we could be together
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but i know...u won't realli care.

18/10/08

2008-10-18T00:19:00.003+08:00

now is the next day at 0035
sooo...
ytd evening went out to meet my long long long for K
we met at 5.30 in front of Mac in Bugis
(i dont know since when Bugis is my favourite place)
anw, my first impression of him was...
SHORT ; cute ; adorable ; funny
perfect

we chatted and walked ard bugis junction....end up in bugis street
my second time to bugis street was as much as surprising
it's so like jatujak in thailand!
anw, nv buy anything.
i brought a drink not using my money and we shared the same straw!
sweet~!

went watch movie after that
butterfly lover
aga chinese version of romeo & juliet
both die...(oops!)
anw, it was fun sweet and totally romantic!
accept....

my frens were like sweeting at the seat beside me and K was jus stoning there, like no emotion. i was damn....shy? i was shy?? omg! i'm realli getting prossess by the ghost...since when did i shy abt all this stuff?!
since when i meet u?
wtf....no......

then u suddenly msg me
"come up 3rd floor"
-_-;;; boom! all images of u collapsed into smithereens
nothing else to say
u were jus using me as the substitude
i was jus...being used
tat was wat tat hurt me the most
u met him after the movie...wanting to bring him to our table. i hate it. alot
tat was why i taoed u
heck care u
but i was glad that u at least made an effort to notice tat i was angry
angry becoz of u...

zzz

it's clear wat is it between us now
and i shall nt try to pursue something impossible
on my way home, frens were like advicing me to jus forget evrything today and jus continue with my the other 'choice'
true...i dont owe u a thing and if fate does nt allow us to meet
then so be it.

omg...i go sing karaoke liao, bye n gd night

15/10/08 3

2008-10-15T15:44:00.002+08:00

hehheh...for those who missed the F1
now is the time to spam all the pictures!

this card was friday tic...i went again on Sun
my future gf ^^
ferrari rox!!!
my gf number 2, heehee :P
okay...if my cousins see the pic here i'm sure gonna get slaughtered!!!!!
it's kinda confidential....

15/10/08 pic

2008-10-15T15:24:00.002+08:00

15/10/08 2

2008-10-15T15:09:00.003+08:00

last last week before exam started, my niece, who are 27 yr old, tgt wif her husband, came to visit Singapore. we did hav nice time clebrating her birthday before exam start >< very risky but i'm not regretting it at all
family first
anw, here are some pics :P

happy birthday to you happy birthday~

yay Janie kena grill poke poke!!
wee~! ^^

we ended up by playing with the voodoo balloons -_-; (actually it's some science balloon) but i called it wrongly :P

and obviously, when my cousin is ard, she always treat the 'children' here ^^ so she brought us to this umm.....ont know call wat jap shop in takashimaya

i was bloated...so are they

lastly...it will nv be my blog without my own pic decorating it...rite?? ^^

here u go~!!

15/10/08

2008-10-15T14:19:00.002+08:00

alot of people said once exams are over...
it's like a rainbow after a heavy storm
is it?
nt to me

i'm kind of regretting going for the japan trip already
but the visa was made, the grp was arranged. it's TOO LATE to change my mind
i'll jus have to bare with wat is going to happen
u know...is it so hard to have a BETTER impression of someone?
i dont know
but to me...all people who are going for the trip are not the type of friends i m looking forwards to
they are jus a bunch of crowns that only know how to make fun of other people and laugh at others when they themself are the worst.

i feel like there is something heavy...really heavy
that i have been carrying it since the day that i had nt realised when
how i wish it is gone, giv me back my true self
i'm lost, tired, giving up in evrything
nothing seems to interest me now

i jus hope...really hoping
this Jap trip is gonna be the time when i can persue back myself
and throw away the loneliness that lingers for the past days

14/10/08

2008-10-14T22:19:00.002+08:00

sorry for disappearing so long k XP
totally lazy
many things happened after the Hai and Gary incidents
life very confusing and complicated
and then exam approached =.=

left bio MCQ tmr
and i m not going to study
seriously, i need a break
feel like breaking down anytime soon
so...
today i went ice skating

^^ wif hu? JM

second time ice-skating in my life
and i fell 5 times
marvelous -.-
JM jus laughed, i was totally pissed
then one time one hot guy appraoched me n asked if i m okay
~.~ omg, i was melting away
after i had my butt swollened, we were like getting lose in arcade
then ended up in KFC and i think i gained like 2 kg T^T

therefore, when i reached home i quickly prepared myself go down swim
came up at 9+, cousin missed call me from Cambodia for 10 times
-_-;;; i'm not gonna call her back
tot wat happened, spam my call, anw she called again and obviously i picked up
my mom (in cambodia) wanna talked to me
phew! i tot wat thing

anw, today wif JM was like the best moment for this week so far
i dont know wat are u thinking or wat are ur reasons
but to let u know
i'm glad to b ur friend and i m contented
i dare nt asked for more
coz it is something that cannot be bargained for.
thanks for spending time with me ^.^

24/08/2008

2008-08-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

^^ today was soooo great!
great until i came home and look through my account book
and i realised, i spent like $50+ dollars for this weekend alone
WTF -_-;;;
i'm sure gonna get slaughter by my parents
wahhhh ToT

anw, gt the kbox session with wilson, shao wei and weng lok
i didnt know....
wilson and weng lok could sing so well
but *ahem ahem* i sing better still
wuahahahaha :) jus kidding lah
actually we tried to book the room for three then asked wilson to sneaked in afterward, but the 'aunty' whom we tot is the manager of kbox, suddenly came in and insisted us to pay for 4 persons -.-
tsk! i wonder how she saw lah, the room was damn dark
nvm, doesnt matter
this trip wasnt as much fun as the last time i went with U-KNOW-WHO
but it was a gd way of relaxing coz we were like screaming like mad and were so loud that i could hear the screaming two rooms away
i bet other singers were damn irritated by us leh
lolx, hu care? we happy okie liao

we started with my thais songs DUH...
then wenglok choosed like 10 jay chou songs consecutively and i was almost fallen as sleep! -o- all slow songs somemore
then ltr on i know that thai songs were boring the ppl, so i jus spammed the chinese songs with them and wow, i was surprise that i could sing quite well! (i'm stating the fact and nt praising myself k XP)
other are nt bad too!!
THERE SHALL BE A NEXT TIME!!
i promise ^^

then we went to eat dinner and ended up slacking at starbuck
yah, one coffee each and u know how long we sat there??
3 hours...talking nonsense
it may nt seem long u somebody lah but to me it was like breaking record!!
sat there talking abt all nonsense in the world
all i dont want to know and want to know stories
and yah...some topics were realli disappointing
especially abt the national day performance

ppl said it was sux and disgusting and unexceptable and we have to go for councilling
umm...are we reali that sick minded??
in my opinion, i dont think so
we have reasons in doing so and let me make it clear, most of the steps and songs and positioning were designed by me and if u are nt happy with wat we did, blame on me and no one else!
we did it coz we want everyone to laugh, to smile
it's jus like why i dared to wear a skirt and perform on stage last year
it's to help evryone, it's to bring up the spirit
to me, those hu think that we are disgusting or wat so ever, u are jus too immature
look beyond wat we did
we could jus stopped the dance after the first song u know
but why we didnt??!!?
coz we believe tat it could realli bring great joy to evryone according to the first song responses!
and it was far worth than anything i could get in return
so please guys
BE UNDERSTANDING
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23/08/2008

2008-08-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

umm...wat happening to the words here ah
write write then gt blue color and underline
-.- wat's going on?!?

anw, today was one of the greatest day of my life!!!
(for term 3)
lol
been feeling very sux nowsaday...WHY??
-i'm lonely
-my results are heart brokening
-my body ache T^T

etc.

went to watch 4bia today and omg
i picked a wrong movie man!
it's sooooooooooooooooo not my cup of tea ToT

first story of the movie already freaking me out
the second part totally gross and disgusting and...and...and...and (the list can jus go on and on)
i was trembling by then
the third one was totally disgusting, and look sooo REAL
i swear i will nv go camping alone again ><
then the forth one...
i was half relief half scared as it was the last part of the movie, but i still...dont dare to watch and my friend had to tell me not to watch not to watch and he jus explain to me wat was happening while i was kind of like hugging my legs on the seat
there were less than 10 ppl in the cinema lah
and i watched and screamed and screamed and kept turning my head away
XP scary mah i cant tahan to see and hor, i think i screamed more than the girls in front lah
*sobsob*
now my friend is online freaking me out but recaping the god damn movie
-o- wat a great friend

nth much after that lah, went to eat then went home with my friend and we both
umm...ended up on the bed
lolx
not gonna say wat we did, but it was damn fun!!
hope there'll b next time soon
hahaha ^^

and then there was cam hor period that my friend took for me today
we went to eat thaipan and yah
i was surprise with myself
i finish the butter squid when i hate squid alot

tat's all for today lor, a great memorable day that i'll nv forget
thanks for being with me!!!!
luvvvvvvvvvvvvv you lolx

haiz...tomorrow going singing

^^ finally! time to let lose some screw in my brain

gonna go mad mad like freak tmr!

watch out babies~!!!

20/08/2008

2008-08-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

hurray~!!!! 10 more days, my mommy and papi will be here
and i'll make sure my room get decorated, stuffed with dolls
lol, abit childish but i LUV forever friend bears
got one now but it very lonely lah
so jus like me...^^

but nvm, let talk abt today
a normal day, kind of gd day indeed if nt coz of ikwan...
coming into the class and said... "u know ah...i marked one person essay and he wrote a wonderful answer for question 1 but too bad, he nv link back the given factor, and therefore...he can get onli 3 out of 12" (something abt there lah) and he was staring at me all along...then i was enlightened. i thought that wat i wrote there was enough despite the fact that i doubt abt it during exam but i heck care and nv bother to edit.
it's 100% me, hu else lah
made me feel like crying lah
i fail my ss again...i should go for intensive ss training soon
i did expect myself to pass coz i analyse the question carefully and i realli studied very hard for SS, but all i get was jus another fail mark that will pull my L1R5 up till very disgusting. the same goes for english, which i gt 44.4, wat a nice number BUT it was like a totally **** up period for me lah. T^T

my parents called me this evening
say they very proud of me for being such a gd boy after staying alone and they believe that my result is gd as expected as always
seriously...i was speechless
wat to say?? i cant i cant and i WONT disappoint them again
not after the last year incident
i want them to believe in me...
may b i shall jus do wat Ms neo had mentioned
"why dont you go back thailand and study?"
but that is like a shame to my family, i am seen as the one of the brightest kids among my generation (according to wat ppl told me)
and should i b packing my bag home sadly jus because i cant pass my english? wtf.
feel like crying and yah i did, when i was on my way home
the way ppl consoled me was jus making me think more of my parents and it was jus beyond control. (thanks anyway for caring and it's all my fault lah k)
i cantblame anyone but myself. i'm such a failure. do i even deserve to live?
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i nv tell anyone in my family abt this...no point...
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anw, enough of sad things ^^
i went parkway with Niche to get her new shoes -_-
(when i felt like sleeping at home -*-)
but we sian sian went do the coloring outside isetan there at the 2nd storey
lol
very cute (me and Niche)
colored the dog and the cat in luv

my skill~
i did the cat one. tried put brown color for the legs and the mouth
in the end...look like alien...redo the parts zzzz

almost done and my cousin was coloring the background by herself lah ^^
coz i lazy DUH
jus sat there tell her here this color there that color
lolx
and it ended out like this :

so cute!!!!
it's jus like you and me!!!! lolx
next time we go do together k?
honey~
i dont mind wat ppl see lor
as long as we luv each other...that all i ever ask for
remember wat i said??
dont hav to think of me evry second of ur life;
jus think of me at evry breath you take, and i'm all your
(okay lah, today i was abit naughty Xp watch ppl show their butts in the changing room, lolx. yummy!!!{jus kidding })
lolx
abiiiiiiiit stupid lor, hahaha
it been long time since my blog gt such muchy post
shall hav more yet to come bah (i hope)

below here are 2 pic i took quite sometime ago in class
incase anybody wants it
Rahmat and Rishi...
enjoy doing something together^^
woo~!

BTW, anybody gt take pic of my performance?? i want save to my com lah, tell me the link or send me??

14/08/2008

2008-08-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

ppl been saying my blog very emo -_-
wel i wont deny that
but i dont dont know where to venge on coz i think i left my dear diary back in thailand!
also nt many ppl reading my blog anw, it's jus for myself to enjoy the past
^^

anw exam are bombarding from evrywhere
and i'm somehow.....
stunned
screwed the chem paper today and tmr is the last chance for physics
hope i do well (A1)

let talk abt life and nt school bah, i can get sick of it sometime

now...my life...how has it been? SUX
not almost though
i happened to know someone hu realli care (i think they do)
and i guess it's time for another adventure!!
my life has been very down lately
but i hav nice friends ^^
and tat realli brighten up my evryday!

as for the past
let jus rest it and bury it behind
let this be the last time i ever write abt you
ppl say it lame tat i make a memo of u, but it will be jus a reminder that I, had once love the person like you
BJ (not blowjob!!)
as for the new ones
hope we can be closer day by day!!!!
wee~!

12/08/2008

2008-08-12T19:13:00.002+08:00

i'm tired
tired of studying
but wat if i dont study?? all that pop up are jus you, you, you, you and another you
*sob sob*
if life here is so hurtful wat is the point of staying here
it rox to stay alone now, but if staying alone means EVRYTHING else is gonna b as lonely, no thanks.
is it so hard to please someone? i tried, perhaps too much.
but the result i've been getting back is like dust particle, small and tiny that almost invisible.
wat if i'll jus break down now, would someone even care?
would someone even bother if i'm happy or sad?
in fact, ppl dont even know when do i feel sad.

it's jus a come and go isnt it?
that's all abt life
cant it be, for once, everlasting??
i'm sick of it, sick of evrything!!!!
wat if i can enjoy the way my heart desire??
"no!" tat's wat i've been telling myself
if it is so tired and no one even care
may b i'll jus do it
let it go
let it be the way i want
let me enjoy my life, for once
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should i giv myself more chances??
i dont know
it's an uncountable time

wat to do? o.O

23/07/2008

2008-07-23T20:55:00.003+08:00

finally i gt time + chance + mood to blog nia ^^
been so lazy slacking at mgd house for the past few days
haiz....how i miss the freedom T^T

anw, on Mon was Racial harmony celebration and ZHU&QUEK birthday
i dont know why these hav to happen on the same day -.-
wearing my thai costume running around -.-
hot hot hot!!!! XP
but it was great okay, except for the fact that less than half the class wore the costume -_- we are so damn united

by the way, i m surprise of my camhoriness
it didnt seem to be unleashed at all on the day
i just realised, i took onli 5 pictures of myself in the costume
this is like the best among the five

then come to school...OMG prince of persien??? but i thought he is suppose to be SLIMMER?
lolx

wilson borrowed my other costume and in the end he came to school at 9.30 -.-
zzzzz
then he tried to be Myanmar...and unfortunately, he look like one
and luckily i m not the person hu hold grudges, or else myanmar would have get revenge from thailand =o=

ltr at recess....and it was time for some celebration!!!!
i was almost freaked out when saw wilson came up class empty handed -.-
i sms him to bring the cake from Mdm Farrah
but he off his phone
so i had to run down to second in that fking hot thai costume to get the cake
while the others tried to hold Zhu and Quek in class

i dont know how they feel when i came screaming into the class happy birthday~!!!!
i really cant infer from zhu and quek faces
they looked...stunned? happied? freaked out?
i dont know
all i know was that i was disappointed with mh
he didnt even touch the cake
i bought it jus for him
choose it to his like
and then he refused to eat
i know he cant eat alot for lunch, but a piece of bread...haiz
i nth to say, it's jus...sad

sori i no time write the speeches....
byebye ^^

19/07/08

2008-07-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

watching miss universe 2008 on youtube
OMG thailand rock!!! too bad she gt 5th

haha woke up today at 9.30 coz my DEAR nephew -.-
came running into my room at mgd
P' Eart!!!!!!!!!!! (my nick name)
i tried okay i tried to continue to sleep
but he jus jumped on the bed and...rode me
yes...he rode me -.-
lucky he is jus a kid or else....*gulp*

anw i was like wanting to do hw then in the end not a thing touched
haiz....slack slack in aircon room till 6 then go out eat dinner at bugis
dont know wat to eat, at ended up at pasta mania :P
my niece wanted to buy a wallet
she ben eyeing for it since last last week i brought her there
now her papa is here...there is nth imporssible for her
JEALOUS
wait till my mom come in sept holiday
i promise i'll bring her and my dad to tour my school

i jus went swimming and tell u wat
my toe nail open even more now
i feeling very creepy here ~.~

since talking abt creepiness
my cousin was like telling me abt the ghosty incidents that happened in this very own mandarin gardn houe that i've been living in and gonna move in one more month.
i dont want to say the things lah, ltr it become the reminder eww, cannot tak it ah
coz it happened in the room that i'm suppose to sleep in T^T
now i feel like not moving here anymore

planning to ask monks come pray here pray there abit

haiz....
go chat msn liao
lol
byebye~!

17/07/08

2008-07-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY!!!
you are like wat....14 this year???
anw, u make me kena scolded by my mum T^T bought too ex gift :P
jus kidding lah, for my dear niece, this is still consider LITTLE!

Tmr is another CIP day
i'm kind of like it sia
seeing the uncles and aunties happy ^^

anw, the china ppl are freaking funnie!
i think i'm falling in love with one china guy lor lol
JT rite if i nt wrong
wel..these are the pic taken in class

both of us look stupid sia

time is nt helping at all
the long day past, the more i feel regreted
but what can i do? nth but to suffer in silence
first love, first hurt isnt it?

your birthday 11/07/2008

2008-07-11T23:30:00.003+08:00

i dint know
i dint even remember
how could i?
it's your birthday

no wonder
i feel as if something is realli missing today
you remember mine, and i dont even rmb ur
^^
i m great hah

but it's over isnt it?
i jus cant stand it
anything about you can jus make me feel down
no matter ho happy or glad i was
i would just, begin to cry?
very lame right? imagine me breaking down on the bus as it entering BISHAN, as it passed your house. really, i was crying my heart out

then u said it, the magic words
'miss you'
to me it means a lot u know?
yes, i'm sure u know, i answered it alots of time

now i'm pondering
was it my fault?
coz i miss you too....

07/07/2008 2

2008-07-07T20:04:00.002+08:00

been tagged by Melvin

1)What is my name?
-the one and only (in singapore) KASIDET

2)Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
-los vegas, there is nothing to worry there, especially love ^^

3)What's your favourite thing to do?
-to feel the happiness of my beloves

4)Do you think money can buy happiness?
-not a single happiness....i live quite a luxurious life, isn't i?

5)If you have one dream to come true, what will it be?
-dont make me encounter with sadness and loneliness again

6)Do you believe you can survive without money?
-no. hu dont need money sia..-.-

7)Local or Oversea education? Why?
-Local (thailand) i'll get more 'friends' there Xp

8)if you win $1million, what will you do?
-save half of it (i very stingy) the rest spend on evrything i want!!!!

9)What do you think of yourself?
-very negative person, always do thing depend on my mood

10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
-Melvin -1. talkative 2. nice guy! 3. nicer guy!! hahaha

11)What make you happy?
-To see people happy

12)What type of person you hate the most?
-someone who doesnt care about other people feeling!
stupid ass hole!!!

13)What do you see youself 10 years down the road?
-raising children??? my dad want me marry early, lolx

14)If you have a superpower, what will it be?
-make people fall in love with me, is it so hard!?!?!

15)What is the thing you think most important in your life?
-fanily and life partner...i very lonely de T^T

16)If it's the end of the world, what will be your last wish?
-please let me born in somewhere colder than singapore or thailand

17)If you have a chance to choose, will you go back in time? When will it be?
-Duh...i will! when i'm 5-6 year old...so that i wont get FAT

18)What can trigger you to do something which you always tell yourself you can't?
-anything that i do for someone i care.... let it be acrossing fire or by the ocean, i'll do for you. ////-////

19)Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him or her?
-i do, but wil it ever success??

20)What i wanna attain now?
-get over this shit period of life, fullstop.

omg...i done the quiz
anw, i'm not gonna tag anyone
no one reading the blog anw
so...
i lazy hahaa
bb

07/07/2008

2008-07-07T19:10:00.004+08:00

it's hard to get over what i precious most
u 'were' one
i think the time has come, it has been dragging far too long
i'm tired
i'm moody
i'm sad
i'm disappointed
all because of you....

i gave you chances to compensate
but it seems to get worse evryday
i dont know what are u doing, what is happening to you
is that what we are?
i tried to be positive : we dont have to talk but we understand each other
then i asked myself, do i know what are u thinking now?
nope
not at all
let just end it here, let my heart rests of anxiety
thank you for evrything, you were the best person i ever known
i'll remember it....the day we opened our hearts....and the day that i walked away.
believe it or not...i'm crying again

brb
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haiz.....now i feel a bit better i think ^^
wooo~!
hahahaha

here are some the pic during the geog field trip

i didnt realise that zhu bin could be so yummy hey! nononono
i mean handsome :P

the today suppose-to-be air rifle outing was total dotzzz (even i beginning to sound like you) onli 3 sec3, 1 pathetic sec2 and 2 sec1 who were forced to come.

simply due to miss communication and late informing

lol

but we still went in to eat the yuka yuki thingy at marina square.

first time there but i seem to b the one with the thickest skin there sia

evryone was ouch here ouch there coz of the sizzzling oil

lol, in the end i'm like mommy cooking food for children like that

eating the dunno wat ice cream that must make ourself one

in the end took drinks and make into slurpy and......gues wat is the mixture of figure on top

calten is cooking!!!!!!

it's very....dont want say later hurt ppl's feeling lolx ^o^

reached home from mandarin garden

life there was like heaven

hope i'll move there soon T^T

25/05/2008

2008-05-25T12:43:00.003+08:00

now...it has been two months
two pathetic months of nothingness
(actually it's only 1 month + 2 weeks, it is just that i was too lazy to update)
it was excellent when we first started
on the TENTH (10th) MAY 2008
i will remember it, til the last day of my life (i think)

dont know if there's anything wrong
you want to b urself
as in...wanna be alone...separated from the outside world
but dont u know that, u arent alone
i'm always here, RIGHT HERE
it hurts me most to see you suffering
let it be because of anything, i'm ready to accept it

i'm tired...tired of waiting, that day that i called you was like the bell ringing in heaven
the gift u gave me brightened up my day as if it's never was before
at least i know, that you still have me
but as i ponder upon the days we were together
oh my, how it has changed
i trying not to give you anymore trouble, by looking at things in positive way
but it seems so hard
it is hard when you are not opened up

dont left me empty

you are not alone honey ^^

muack~

20/03/2008

2008-03-21T21:14:00.002+08:00

okay firstly, my legs hurt T^T
the slipper bit me damn pain sia

this morning went to my uncle house in mandarin garden to get stuff for my cousin hu living in Thomson, but, the stuff was not sent over and in the end, my cousin and i stuck there for 45 min talking to my aunt and uncle, lolx
they abit luoshuo but that's how the old ppl are rite?
my anut kept talking abt some food that make ppl goes fat
like the coconut milk, oil, meat oil dunno wat oil lah, many many things. then she kept putting food on the table and we have to eat eat eat out of basic courtesy
spoil my lunch appetite

went to AMK hub instead of J8, lolx, my cousin lor, so mafan, wanna go cathay watch movie and AMK is the most suitable place for us to meet
and u know wat
it's my first time to AMK hub!!!!
and i can remember all the routes by now, coz we walked around the place like hundreds of times jus to search for the sport shops for my cousin to by his running shoes.
decided to watch Horton after that
so damn cute!!!! the elephant!
i love the story! lots of children though :P
we were like the few 15+yr old ppl hu went in to watch
lovely family show~!
like it when the elephant walking through the bridge
wuahahahah rofl ^o^

the movie finished at 5+ and my cousin still hasnt get his dear shoes yet, so we have to carry our tired body to bishan J8 jus to go to that sport house or wateva shop -_-;;
he gt his shoes
yay~!!!!! ^^
enjoyed ourself in arcade after that, my cousin played house of dead 4
I HATE IT
zombie is my worst enemy, ewww, yucks! gross!
then we gang(bang) the touch screen machine, 3 pairs of eyes and we scored onli 300000+ argh!!!! the high score was 500000+
tsk! damn it!
eat eat eat subway then go home
wallet empty shit
i dont dare add up my this month money usage sia
scary lor ToT

2008-03-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

Heehee oops
sori i disappeared for like...umm how long ah? i think abt 16 days?
lol, wow i jus broke my new record i think :P

u know, things jus keep piling up evryday and i jus feel too lazy to update
the sad news...
the happy events...
the naughty and risky events...
all jus happened in the past weeks

suddenly dont know what to write lor

wel, today I FELL DOWN ToT
damn fun! running into the kitchen with sicks and cant brake...
hit the cupboard and the whole body slammed to the floor (ouch...)
but it's a miracle!!! no bruises on my body and....
and.....and....andddddd
no one felt the tremor!!!!
woo~! does that mean i'm so light that the floor wasnt trembling at all
Oh my goodness!!!
oh yeah oh babie oh barbie oh barney~
i slim down~ i slim down~

~taggie~
andres~ alrite! i'll link u asap ^^

lc~ u havent pay me hor!!!

2008-03-01T15:17:00.002+08:00

~tag reply~

weeb~ at least i take it when ppl sleep lor, not like u, take when ppl doing 'that that' Xp

mh~ u?!!?!? luoshuo!?!?!!? i'll b chatting machine liao lor like that, lolx

ernest~ it's weird coz jus put wad, i also feeling weird myself T^T. AND u think i dont know how to do it without letting the teeth touching that thing meh?? bleh! dont underestimate me...

jin meng~ yah, hope the phone is off as it's already spoiled =.= very clever method indeed

wai~ wat's kim liang???

01/03/2008

2008-03-01T14:56:00.004+08:00

The maid jus left this morning...
buai buai~ i wanted to send her off, but i couldnt wake up
remember the clock ringing at 6, i pressed the button and went to sleep
XP
haiz..it will b another two horrible weeks at home without the maid
must do all house shore, not all lah...but wash dish, sweep floor
blah blah blah
hope i'll escape to live in mgd during holiday, heeheehee
(evryday eat spaghetti!!! yay~!!)

second thing....the braces is killing me T.T
not coz i cant eat, not coz it hurt
but be coz i cant talk properly!
ppl say i speak from bad to worse T^T
blame it on the braces, not me -o-

today is another someone's birthday!
i feel like crying sia
owning the total of three birthday presents
2 cousins, and one gd friend
haiz....shall use this month money sparingly
buying 3 presents
and one more important one in the next two weeks
omg!!!! my atm gonna b so negative negative negative and negative
ToT
mami papi, i so soryyyyyy

gt tons of hw to do and games to play
aiyo...
i jus miss u
do u even miss me?

~bye~

27/02/2008

2008-02-27T19:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY birthday Pear!!!!
u are 16!!! finally!!!
now the whole gang of us can finally go watch NC 16 :P
left onli Niche (too hard to cheat due to her height -*-)
anw, best wishes for yah!!! my dear childhood friend/cousin ^^

your present shall reach ur hands...some day :P hahah

It had been the 5th day!
how did i manage to survive 5 days without phone?
it was terrible....but not really VERY
as there is onli one person i wanna msg
but it's okay...we shall spend all we missed this Sat
(i hope. if my teeth not too pain)

tmr going to put on braces..T^T a REAL braces this time
very scared leh ToT no one accompany....you also not free
CA attack lor u -*- hmph!
wat color should i choose? i want the most attention grapping one
it looks cool~! wuahahaha ^^
shall not be the same as anyone in my class (tmr go investigate ask them open mouth wide wide, and we shall see)

my relationship with the class ppl seem to get better nowsaday ^^
Bryan, wilson, wen wei...they are more funnier than i think
hope that we will b the best of friends in the future!!!
make evryone jealous!! heeheeheex
and of coz...Quek Ming Hao...you are very nice friend too
even though i seemed to b taking advantages out of u yet u still forgive n forget T.T i'm so touch. realli!
You are my best friend man.....(but b more talkative and nobody will say u are a mute lor^^)

dont know wat to post...shall go and read as many blog i can tonight
it been long time since i visited anyone :P

Where are u~ Mr Ikwan...pls help me with my darling phone
i can hear it calling "daddy~ help meeeee~!" to me evry night i sleep
it's terrible T^T

23/02/2008

2008-02-23T09:01:00.003+08:00

i'll jus come straight to the point of my ANNOYANCE
My Phone kena confiscated -_-;;;
as most of the sec 3 and 4 ppl would have known of wat happened
i was jus stupidly sitting by the aisle beside the monitor position
and when Chia 'strolled' pass T^T he jus touched my hair and said
"oi boy stand up" T.T i know it! must b becoz i look too smart rite? heehee (think on the bright side) -o-
"your hair is too long ah you better cut it or else i cut one big hole in the middle for u u know, and wat's that on ur neck? take out ur necklace! hopw many times must i tell u that necklac is not allow in school!?!?"
the words were like lightning struck down upon me
hair...i know this would happen sooner or later, but not when i was abt to go for hair cut ytd evening! cant god jus spare me for like, one more afternoon??? OoO

the necklace is compulsary for me lor, how many time must i tell him to let him understand. it's religious! i have been wearing a necklace since like 5 years old or even younger. and it was my grandparents' picture, cant he spare it for once, i jus dont want to b a cry baby approaching mr low telling him to allow me to wear a necklace in school, it's jus....not me

then Chia checked my socks, lucky i never wear low non-vs sock (i planned to wear ytd morning)
phew!
then he like stunt for a moment observed my whole body (i very shy lor Xp)
i kept giggling, for dunno wat reason, it always happen when i kena reprimanded by anyone for a not really serious problem, lolx, m i sick?
then come... "take out ur phone"
wahhh
this is wat i scared most liao ToT
and u know...my phone is never off in school, and thus, my phone is never safe in school -_-
lie to him also cannot, my phone too big to hide in the pocket
take out for him and lalala~ fly away my N70
papa wil miss you~!

dont know when will i get it back, so i tried approaching Mr Ikwan after assembly (was it the right choice?)
anw, i didnt expect him to jus 'okay help you' that answer
"Mr Ikwan~! can you help me get back my phone plsss, mr Chia confiscated it coz my hair too long T^T" tears brimming on my pitifull looking eyes (acting innocently pathetic is wat i'm gd at lol :D)
"hmm okay lah i'll try talk to him, but you must teach me thai in return ah?" he replied with his usual glee on his face
OoO oh...my....gosh...I LUV YOU SIR~!!!!!! dint expect it to very this simple, phew!

but wait wait wait....the thing would be easier if not coz Mr Maran approached =.=
"Mr Ikwan ah? do u know your student?! i asked him to cut his hair thrice this week and yet his hair still so long like a bush, do something ah"
(thanks for mu care and concern sir -.-)
wahh TOT sir...u dont have to be so evil lah, i aleady feel bad enough, yet still come add oil to the fire T.T Mr Maran ...u very BAD hor....xp
then Mr Ikwan IMMEDIATELY gave me the cold look ~o~
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conclusion, i have to pass through the 3 muskeeteers on Monday morning
Chia, Ikwan and Maran
my life is sooo 'great' being cared so much by the three beloved teachers
yay~! (haizzz...)

~to be continue~

21/02/2008

2008-02-21T21:00:00.004+08:00

ow ow ow oww my teeth...T^T
today was another byebye to the other two precious teeth
this time left side ToT

and te doctor already starting to put the metal thingy inside
i feel damn bloody irritating now...wat if i can pull out that god damn metal hooks!!?!? nonono...that's wont do...must follow wat my aunty said "tolerate for the sake of the perfect looking" OoO i'm doing it now!!!
should b proud of me sia ^^

ytd...hahaha it was time for my revenge
yog jie anyhow come whack my 'that that' T^T in front of the bookshop aunty -_-;;; i like getting so pissed off by him -o-
even swear to myself, i'll nv talk to that bastard again ever after!
but once looking at hi spictre i took on the bus ytd morning hor
LOLX

i should hav take the clip video of him turning his head left left right right, and then ended up on yunhan's shoulder, the size are so totally different -.- i was amazed yunhan nv woke up and smack his head Xp coz i'll join in, wuahahaha OoO

ester teo lesson is getting more n more 'interesting' nowsaday, sooo interesting that i did take out my phone take random pictures

erwin and terry sleeping ~o~

then Bio was kind of like, sick?
this can be infer by the pic that weiliang was jerking off during the lab session -.-

the masher was kind of like a dildo...but we tried to see it as a microphone lah, but the whole grp jus burst out laughing when i started to sing over the 'thing'

was it look so much like i was sucking that thing? god damn it -.- (i did it too obvious XP)

ahhh...cant rmb wat to blog...lots of things happened

sori merv T^T i have been so hua xin lately -o-

shall control myself more k ^^

miss ya~

17/02/2008

2008-02-15T21:13:00.006+08:00

tada~! ayoyo!
i'm back! (to blogging)
life had been totally, oh my goshly, irritably, annoyingly, freakingly, terribly, piss me offly (gt such words meh?) soooo so so so BUSY! (haiz haiz...out of breathe :P)

anw i shall satrt now!

Last Saturday, 9 Feb 2008

went to orchard with shaowei, mervin and rick
i already said abt it long time ago... ( 1 week)
anw. i jus wanna say that my hair looks so nice!!!
hahaha

Monday...wat did i do?
oh rite!!!
gt TRIBE session, and i'm assigned as the leader of HOST grp! yay~!
however still gotta work under LAU YU FAN -.-
damn it
he really pissed me off!
i dont bother remembering wat happened, i'm not so grudeful person ya
no point keeping it as some rubbish inside my brain
u are not worth it man.....:P
hmph!!!

TUESDAY
gt talking crap session at my mgd house, jin meng, emerz, tze chuan and i were like playing Risk there and....hahaha, emerz and ksd ruled!!!!! we roamed like 4/5 of the world map :P it's like, i finally won!! coz evrytime i played wif my cousins hor, i always lose due to my totally sux luck -.-
does this mean?...emerz is my lucky star?? omg, dont get angry...BRYAN HENG, wuahahaha

anw, also went to PP to buy my NEW set of pencil box!!! dont know wat i buy...all i know was that i spent $50 on the whole thing -.- ernest and yunhan were like OoO
lol
u two dont know my shopping capability yet, hehhehheh

WEDNESDAY
gt tennis competition at kallang area...it realli brought back memory of me filming the video of the Netball girls in primary at kallang netball centre T^T i miss u all muack muack~ :P
lin chuch, xiao jiao, polly (now in HK), lubna, julia, josephine,shyahida, hee jin,maytavee, selvi, suphalak...anymore or not...i cant realli rmb leh :P sori if i dropped any name, ur monitor gt short term memory now T.T
anw, we lose 2-3 to ACS i, it's okay though...at least i cheered my lungs out! unlike SOME ppl, when there slack not enough still say ppl hu kept cheering as 'extra'. wat's the point of coming then??? -o-

i left as early as 5+ (call that early ah)
heeheehee i told my sg said i gt tuition :P
hu knows i went parkway jalan jalan ^^
gt a gift for my '...' tmr is valentine rite??
so *ahem ahem*
lalalala~

and this's the gift ^^ very nice simple small yet cost my wallet a huge hole -.-
but for u...我愿意 ^^ do not jealous please...

THURSDAY

~HAPPY VALENTINE~ kissie kissie kissssss muack~~~~!

the day that i've been so (not) waiting for...dentist
T^T so pain
the first doctor stuffed dunt know wat rubber thingy inside my mouth between my teeth (as shown in the picture) to create a hole to put bracer next time -.- at first it seemed comfortable enough, but after that was OMG

plugged out two (one is beloved, the other one is a 'huo gai') teeth
i dont if i'm crazy but
the anesthetic spray tasted so delicious
i was like licking my whole mouth till the doctor asked me to stop =.=
before piercing the needle into my gum
tsk! tsk! tsk! tsk! tsk! tsk! tsk! tsk! dont know how many time lah
al i knew is that...i dont feel a thing
hohoho
and then he jus start shake shake shake
and
'pop'!
the tooth jus come out miraculously
i felt like fainting ~o~ first time kena plug tooth T^T
anw, next thursday gtta go again for other two teeth O^O
i tried to make a pity pity face to the doctor like shown below lor :P hope he'll do it softly on me...it's my first time k, and i dont want to bleed like a broken dam T^T i tried called terry to ask the feeling when being pull jus to hope that talking may distract me from the freaking out feeling. but he dint pick up my call O^O realli wanna break down

M couldnt come out today so i went to vivocity with my guardians
i went there watched them eat nice food while i drink water -o-
f-u-c-k
this world is so unfair
why they so kind during the period that i cant eat O.O
wahhhh giv me back my teeth!!!!

the pirate king and a...umm...

piggy kissing piggy!!! (why m i scolding myself a pig -_-;;;)

my doggie family

her doggie family

i told her to wear it and she dont want -.-in the end she looks like some...ppl jus comeout from jungle like that =o=

how's my new earing?? hohoho, i dint pierce ear lah k...very scary dunwan! T^T it's jus the maid's magnetic earring she gt from the Daiso shop in vivo. but wat i like abt this pic is...my hair, it's so nice!!!

FRIDAY (omg..i'm getting tired)

finally i gt chance to went to air rifle training! nothing much except for the fact that Joshua is getting damn evil minded -.- PT like ass x.x evryone was like dying liao he also doesnt care. wait til i in charge first...n u'll know...wat's 'heaven' like ^^ wee~!

theneash~!!! dont eat me!! u swampy oops! i dint say that! nooooo

the marriage vow... of me and ...
this is very dangerous! children should not follow! how can he use a gun a point at my head like that!!! wat of there is a bullet stuck inside?? boom! there goes my beautifully unique head

T^T

SATURDAY

oh my gosh...my valentine is postpone to today and haha went out with M

actually wanna watch PS I LOVE YOU, but left onli front row seats hu wanna watch...my neck T^T so we watch 'L change the world' instead! (sori adrian, i promised i wanna watched with you and the class) but ytd there was realli no choice mah

dinner was pathetic, M ate some delicious subway bread, while i was swallowing some mashed potatoes from KFC wuahhhhh i wanna eat pasta lor, but my teeth had been so damn evil lately -_- they hurting me like evry minute. i jus hope it's over asap, i cant tahan too long or i'll feel like pulling out my teeth myself, stupid rubber thing -o-

decided to go hougang to send M home, stroll around hougang awhile (dont ask wat else happen -.-) before separating with something that i'll never jus do to anyone :P and upon stepping on the bus, M shouted : 'bye, i love you!' oh my gosh...i was melting into the cement...a grp of gal walked pass and they were gigling like free like that....i started at them -.- nv see ppl sweet sweet before is it?! 没人要的 AUNTIES tsk!

when i fal in love with u~ anything is out of the bluee~

10/02/2008

2008-02-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

wuahahaah -o-;;;
i've been telling ppl that my house become brothel during cny
ppl visiting for 'entertainment'
=.=
quite real lah, lolx
my guardians have been inviting ppl to their house to eat steam boat
and i was kind of official worker (waiter) in the house
the maid wash plate n i serve happiness to the customers
NOT that kind of happiness lah k! Xp
and ytd i managed to umm...sick leave??
yah may b 'love sick' leave -_-
and went out with mervin, rick and shaowei in afternoon

we planned to watch a movie....

OoO sold out!! wahhhhh T^T
i went all the way to orchard jus to find out that the movie was fully booked!?!? -.- *sob sob* i wanna cried...
so we nothing to do lor...walk here walk there in the end decided to go my mandarin garden slack, rick looked as if he wanna die like that...so i think we better find something fun to entertain us fast!!! and yup! tai ti was the...umm...second choice i think :P
nvm!
we played. and shaowei losed like nobody's business lol :)
the first choice was to borrow a movie and watch...lucky lor they nv decide on that, evrytime borrow movie i'll return overdue de xp then evrytime must pay like 6 dollars -.-

there was once that i overdue for one month and the fine was like $40!?!?
which was totally freak me out
but i innocently pleaded to the aunty lah (mandarin garden video store), say my mom lock her room and i cannot go in get the discs, hence must wait for her to come back from thailand this weekend~ lalala` and she fell for it! woopsy~!!!!!

anw, where was i....
oh!
yah then we went to pp find something makan makan
shaowei n rick were like gossiping abt me n mervin i'm sure -.-
see we too sweet together is it? -o-
anw...i shall not go on in that topic
it's realli getting on my nerve
why did u do that for if you dint think anything more?
faker!
......
make me like then walk away

there goes...i moved wrong chess AGAIN and i kena checkmate
let me count...it's my tenth
wow! *o*
it's nothing to b jealous abt
perhaps i should start walking on the unreturning path...
but i dont want to hurt my love ones if they know abt it

talking abt love ones...
my aunt dont allow me go out thursday!!!!
uwaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!! ToT
she so bad de!!!
but hu would i go out with anw?
'm...' doesnt giv a damn

shall do my A-maths hw soon
today customers come at night time...
wat time i can slp sia lah ~o~

08/02/2008

2008-02-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

heexx
it was tiring u know...traveling here and there without a comfort sleep on the bed (guess i'm too use too all these high-class stuff xp)
anw! ^^ i woke up at 8.30, ah ma at 6.30, the maid at 6
and we all kena pangsei by the same ppl ytd morning

somebody happened to told us last night that we would b leaving for malaysia at 9, in the end, they wok up at 9.30, wtf
if i know i would have sleeep more -_-;;;;
wahhhhh my sleepless hours!!!
wat if i look like a panda!? then present my uglyself to my uncle's relative
it's like so 'malu' lor
i must look presentable, uncomparably handsome ^^
to seduce my uncle's relatives, especially guyssss ey! no! girlsss i mean ^o^
heeheehee....
and below is the pic i took on the car to observe my look
together with the maid , not my gf k -.-

anw, we reached Benut like 2+ due to high traffic jam on the express way
evryone was like makaning steamboat xp and i was sooo full from the nasi lemak at the restaurant outside, hohoho, i wonder how would i survive by feeding on steamboat for the next 3 days T^T

seriously, it was so boring!
boring until i even want to helop out with the dinner preparation!
i dont know anyone there lor, there was one girl very close to me one
we chatted like siao when i went there during P6
she wasnt there ytd -.- and al the ppl my age there seem...unwelcoming?
scary T^T
so i jus at down talk to the maid onli, then gt one gal came talk to the maid and yah lor, the three of us jus sat there jija jija
i dont dare to talk to her at first though
not until we were working together by opening the package for the 'rao yi sheng' she kept ordering me to open this this that that....
n in the end we were like competing over hu open the cups faster
and i lost (gentleman mah, let girl win ^^)
and that, was how our friendship blossom

hahaha the atmosphere befpre we start eating the 'rao yi sheng'
my aunty was like calling ppl like mad jus to pass them chopsticks!
so kelian de XP lolx
see the guy in white??? so yummie rite?!!?!
he's my aunty nephew
too bad though...he's married
(diaozzzzz) ---> sound effect

yak!!!! evrybody dig in!!!!
i was abt to get a NICE picture, when my uncle jus raised up his damn freaking huge camera and there goes T.T my beautiful image
actually wanted to take video de k, but i pressed wrong button -.-
my phone n yet i stil so sotong sotong
haiz...
anw, i let the lao lao ppl have fun ^^
i sat at the side, went in eat onli at ltr part
wuahahaha, y cram myself inside there?

it was...omg yummy yummy! and it wasnt that hard to make accept the cutting of white carrot, carrots anf cucumbers, they were like so damn exhausting work! (jus to slice out to tiny little long pieces, ltr then gtta SQUEEZE out the water inside the thing and place it dryly inside refrigerator =.= THAT'S ALL T.T)

we ate the rao yi sheng at abt 11+
then hor my guardians were egoing abt their experiences to the younger generation (one couple) coz they wanna do some big business...prawn farming? i think
i wont deny wat they said are bluff, they told me those things before
i jus cant rmb when
and how long could i sit there listening to some language that i dont understand? so i was like 'aiya i go slp first hor'
and yepp ZzzZzzZzz........

"eart! ah eart!!!"
the words rang inside my dream as if a morning alarm, and...
OoO
where was i??? oh, at ah ma house in malaysia :P
hahax, it was time to go home lah, but i still got to help dump some rubbish
and yah...my eyes were like closing at any minute
but when it was time to say bye bye to ah ma (uncle's mama)
obviously i cant let the chance flies by rite, once a year onli
hug hugsssssssss ^^
(por her abit, will lit a brighter future, lolx)

no lah! hu so evil one think like that! bleh Xp

she's like the one of two grand ma i left with lor, even though she not my biological one, but she's my step-father's mama, which is mine step-grandmama!!!

wow~! we went off and reached home at 4 -o-
i was half dead half alive crawling up the bed...zzzz
X.X

yawn~~~ i so sleepy liao leh...
nvm last post of today

eat steam boat whole day -.-

~the end~

06/02/2008 2

2008-02-08T16:58:00.000+08:00

okie, here!
let me jus start since i stepped into my house on Wed after i went to Bugis

once i gt into the kitchen my aunty immediately opened her mouth
and said : " 你终于回来了啊!" :P owww...see how much she 'missed' me
-*- (btw, she dint know i went to bugis xp)
so as to not anger her anymore, i had to help rite?
and i really did k! i not so uncare one :P like somebody bleh!
preparing the food...wat did i do anw? i cant realli rmb
all i knew is that my uncle said today we have various professionals visiting our house
the chieves professional are my aunty (2 dishes) , ah ma (1dish) my uncle (2 dishes) . the professional diswasher - the maid, or i cal her gaga (big sister). and the last yet most important me, was known as the professional food taster, or simply say, the person hu eat most :P lolx
well...hu wants to miss the chance of eating free sharks' fin and abalone? rite?
must make it 划算 if not then wat's the point of eating? o.O

my aunty and the maid preparing food, actually i was jus staying in the kitchen kajiao them onli, ahaha ^o^ it's the most capable work i can do at home -.-

believe it or not! the meal in the above pic cost more than $200!!!
it may not b so nice to eat BUT the best of it was that we can eat together happily ever after!!!
yay~! ^^ cheerssssssss~~~~~
(too bad no red wine) :P

after that was a god damn house spring cleaning (i'm allergic to dust!!! ha...a....aa...chiewww!) and i was assigned to do the wiping tables and cupboards, swept the floor and slack XD
no lah!
obviously not, my work was like the most tedious one lah
but after a while i on the songs from my phone, lolx
i was dancing like chimpanzee when my uncle was standing outside the hair saloon room T^T
paiseh ah!!! OoO!
then they ask me scrapped off the blackish solid that stuck on the floor -o-
and i ended up like britney spear swinging her butts up in the air while her (super duper) breast scrubbing through the floor (ewww) try to imagine that and DONT vomit =.=
*thank you*

we were like suppose to go to the temple at abt mid night
BUT it seemed to b my fault that we couldnt go! noooooo~!!!
(it's my aunt lah!!!)
hu ask her wanna color her hair last minute -.-
and i happened to b the onli one freeing (slacking)
so u know wat happened...i kind of like messed up her head and she was damn pissed off! cant blame me rite :P it was my first time doing it lor, and we finished at 12+
wee~! cannot clean thye house anymore! and that realli gt my aunt REALLI REALLI MAD
she went bath, then pangsei us (me, the maid, ah ma) by letting us wait in out-going clothes till like 1+ and she appeared out from her room in her PYJAMAS!!!
argh!!!! i going to sleep -.- damn it!

zzzzz

~END OF WEDNESDAY PoSt~

06/02/2008

2008-02-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

owww my feet hurt T.T
it been long time since i last work for like...3 hours?
i went to bugis with PC, Tim and Ern...but hulabalu suddenly change and decided to go to peninsular -.-
i dont mind...at least it's cooler ~o~
i was dying of heat stroke while walking along the bugis street
i jus know that there is a place in sgp which looks jussss like Jatujuk in thailand
and that is Bugis!!
hope that i can come more often
dont know with hu, but i believe not from my class
coz they all...nv walk on the same path
so totally no class spirit
i wonder how Ikwan arrange the class sia -.-

anw zzz back to topic
i was kind of like the tour guide in peninsular?
leading them down to the first destination - skinny jean -o-
Tim and PC gt one skiny each, then Tim also got one dont know call wat tight tight jacket-liked shirt, the one that Mr Gabriel was wearing in school this morning
actually i also wanna bought one too! but no money and the shop does not accept cash -.-
so pathetic =o=
byebye watever shirt u are~
i was too lazy to go up the stair, walk cross the street, up another escalator, and queue for atm
i'll jus take it as SAVE MONEY
i planned not to spend anything at all!
BUT (so many buts ah -_-;;;)
in the end they all keep pestering me to buy skinny -.-
so i bought lor ^^ i tried the jeans for like 5 times before deciding on the size and the color! and the shop keeper was like nagging at me after my fifth try T^T and another customer was waiting
i realli feel like slapping the customer face -.-
how dare he disturb mine enjoyment of trying on numerous clothes
but when i saw his face... (awww) ...it's okay i'll forgiv u (wink wink :P)

haha i so flirty sia Xp

then we went up to second floor shop, and found MORE shops
and ernest finally! (wee~ yay~!) finally get A SHIRT for himself
after the long walk of abt 2+ hours
he soo fussy lah....the shirt suppose to b tight yet he keep insisting it's too small -.-
feel like slap him and kiss his mouth (puke! pls, i'm jus kidding )
went home! yay~! T^T

packed my room and then talked cock on phone with my primary schl teacher, she said i changed a lots =.= this cant b!!!! i'm jus revealing my true hyperactive characteristic that's all :P ahhahah...

anw, let's talk abt today concert lah k
it was damn fun to sit together with some cheerful ppl from other class, at least we were jeering and cheering together at both the MC (gaga) and the performances. i was kind of spastic lah k, cheering evrytime when gaga appeared. i had no mean intention for him k, i jus know that he's popular and he's so finnie! especially when he said "ah!" and he placed his mouth over his hand hey! i mean put his hand over his mouth, like some bitch like that
Ashley, me n shao wei were like laughing our asses off lah ^.^
then i kept cheering at all the performers like mad
:P
i believe it's time to let go of all the stress and stay happy!!!
woohoo~!! happy happy!!!

after all the cheerings, singings, drmatising, dancing, sing-along....
surprisingly...my class ppl remain quiet
wtf
....
i think we are realli no hope liao de

haiz....

i'm going malaysia tmr morning and come back damn late
i jus hope evrything go well and i get along with all my guardians' nieces n nephews, it's not that we nv see each other before...it's been bloody long time since we interact with one another

go eat shark fins liao~ lalalala~
my guardians cook de :P
wuahahaha

tonite also gt spring cleaning to do before going to temple
wahhhhh.....
i wanna go pai pai~!!!

05/02/2008

2008-02-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

go terry go~!
go terry go~!!!

wee~!!!!!! so happy today
must be becoz of all the yelling that let me release my stress into the air
i'm thinking of one day...i'll go up to the highest pt in sgp and shout shout scream scream, and let all the sadness be gone!
isnt it great?? hohoho....i know that i'm so BRILLIANT ^o^

went to cheer/support/gossip the tennis competition today
it's okay if you did not win Terry, 'the most important is how you play the game...' i borrowed the quote from Mr Maran :P
when yun han and i reached the basketball court
we were somehow...the onli two freaks wearing red shirts =.=
even the PSL and JL there were wearing uniform
once we entering the area and there were already jeering of us being extra wear red shirt
felt like sinking into the ground ////-////
but to think again...you all jealous bah i suppose :P no red shirt
wuahahahaha -v-

we cheered for Terry, new boi from st. Pat and my (beloved) classmate, however he still couldnt win...it's okay...i'm jus happy to see him playing *.* (ewwww xp)

then some of the red shirts went over to the sandpit area to support the double team, i dint know the result coz i zhao first
and all i knew was that...the 'meow meow' player are so omfg *gasp* (censor :P). not the one that keep shout 'GO!' when his team scored though. shervin and i confirm that he was jus too 'CUTE'
Confirm
Ugly
Terribly
Er xin
bleh! :D

shervin and i was busy gossiping the 'meow meow' (cat) players from the positive to negative things...and extra person like yong jie will come in and say i sick -_-;;; wat's wrong with me lor...i'm jus admiring someone, heex...
i guess onli shervin knew it
lolx
then after tired of gossiping session, we start to play game by adding the sound effect whenever the racket touches the tennis ball and...hahaha shervin was damn funnie! may b he did alots of PRACTICES of those sounds at home, hahaha
and pls...i also wont disappoint thailand by losing to singapore de shervin
all thai vulgarities were yabbled out all the way too! eg. like saggy ass, octupus asshole, 1000yrs para, and many more sexual critisising
omg, i'm so bad, hahahx

went home at 4? i think
and shao wei...
ur pineapple tarts T^T
i scare i cant resist the temptation to gobble down evrything tonite
it's jus too yummie ~o~
better take tmr or too bad too sad xp

04/02/2008

2008-02-04T18:45:00.001+08:00

yoohoo!!! i'm going to present you to the pineapple tarts making procedure!

firstly...you have to make the flour..of coz -_-;;;
as for wat are the ingredients...i dont know where my aunty keep her recipe leh :P

then then you hav to prepare the pineapple paste...by rolling into small small oval shapes like in the picture below...it's like you can jus eat some while u do is a great idea! more nergy due to the high sugar content in the paste...=.= (which means...too much n u'll get FAT OoO)

then we jus left with wrapping the flour n the paste together and then the face was decorated by my aunt....the third pic was before ovening..then the last one is after cooked ^^ look so nice rite!!! i ate abt 4 after it was done and my aunt had to smack my hand n hid it some where 'safe' -o- wahhhh my pinapple tarts~!!!!

but seriously...i prefer the uncook one lor
the flour taste nicer but will get stomachache de!

---------

alright alrite enough of the pineapple tarts thingy
if i gt chance then i'll do for that 'someone'...jus hope that u'll survive after eating wat i cook :P jus kidding lah! my cooking skill isnt that BAD...at least still better than most boy in VS xp

i dont know why..but after the meeting with Arius on Sat
i suddenly become so hyper!! wee~! yeah~!! ^.^
we kind of like had a bad ending and i was kind of pissed off by my friend last night before my sleep -.-
and the most irritating thing was - i lost my pencil case -o-
as for those hu know, my pencil case is like damn gigantic
with lots of stuff one, if lost ah T^T i realli gona cry like mad
i luv that case!!!!
however i'm jus glad that i dint put any of my pic inside...or else will b very 'ke qi'
if it's not in air rifle range...then *sob sob* it's a gd bye...
good bye my love~
gooooooodbyeeeeeee myyyyy luvvvvvvvvvvv~!!!
($ 8++++) =o=

i was kind of like surprise to know that i was choosen to go for SLI
-.- dont know if it's fun or wat lah
all i know is that...during the meeting...i know less than 20% of the ppl there
which is so pathetic
at least Fadill was there to irritate me (taking my phone, show it to prefectSSSS) -.- wont say that i'm angry with him....i somehow...like being bullied leh :P
lol
evryone was so unorganise lor
Fadill was like biting which the other sec 4 (with my hp in his hand)
i was damn nervous whether will my phone able to live beyond today T.T
attendance was taken extremely fast, coz i cant hear n dont know when did they start saying, all i cared was if my phone data would b open by fadill...if he see *gulp* i dont know wat to do sia

after that linus was so nice bring me to AV room as if i'm baby -.-
but perhaps i m! ^o^ hohoho
the TRYBE session today was fun!
it's been a long time since i last able to talk talk talk n talk for very long time
not kena feel like rejected in the class
and yah...upon my reflection...i think i was too bitchy there leh, anw i wasnt the onli one, haha

oh oh oh oh!!!
my result is I and D!
hu say i'm not interactive!?!?
i m! jus that i know when to talk and when not to talk, n i kind of like...fussy?
and i nevr suan ppl one lor xp (coz i kena suan de haiz...)

wel at least i get 'I' still better than those 'S'sss
we came up with names like...
sludge/slut (dont know how spell)
sex something something
stupid
spastic
etc etc.cant rmb :P

went home ltr...so light hearted now...may b i should call Mervin tonight
hope that al goes wel...
AND
no homework today!!!! YAY!! but gt chem test tmr O^O
so yah...go 'study'
bye~

3/2/2008

2008-02-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

yawn yawn yawn -o-
look like i've been so not enough sleep lately
slep at 12+ and woke up at 8 today
that was not enough for me....

anw, i had jus finish helping my aunty making the so call 'yuan bao'
the one that put meat inside then wrap wrap into some 'yuan' (china gold) shape

and tonight! we will be doing pineapple tarts!
finally! ^^ i've been waiting for this moment
and u know wat...all the thing i made she jus hid them somewhere i cant find
as if i gonna eat them secretly like that -.-
(actually it's true lah, the biscuit will finish before CNY if left lying around :P)

let see...wat should i do for today....
so far all i see lying in front of me is ton of homework -_-
ytd was totally slack, today is time to get back to work! (i suppose)

but before that, gotta do quiz tagged by yong jie ^^

1. REAL NAME:
kasidet chaisiri

2. GANGSTA NAME( first 3 letters of name plus izzle):
kasizzle (i'm sizzling on the pan...zzzzz ~o~)

3. DETECTIVE NAME( fav colour & fav animal):
blue dog (sound like bull dog leh...the saggy face dog :P)

4. STARWARS NAME(first 3 letters of your last name, 2 letter of first):
chaka ( O.O omg wat a spastic name..lololololxx)

5. SUPERHERO NAME(2nd fav colour and your fav drink):
white mocha...(OoO perhaps they add milk bah..)

6. IRAQI NAME(2nd letter of 1st name,3rd letter of last name,1st 2 letters of your middle name,last 2 letters of your 1st name,last 3 letter of your last name):
aaeaetrir ...(y so many aeaeaea? o.O?)

7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
no other than yong jie!!! u let out u MATI -_-

8. YOUR GOTH NAME(black and the name of one of your pets):
black chompoo..umm...i no comment for this

you have been tagged!!
-wee bian
-jing qun
-ming hao
-shao wei
-joseph (if u happen to read this) :P

2/2/2008

2008-02-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

hahaha...it wont b a damn good day if not coz of the convo i heard

i was stepping into the train back to Bedok, i stood facing the window with my hands grabbing the near by pole. (i'm not doing pole dance k!)
then a pair of girls was talking with each other, then i (accidentally) noticed the one nearer to me signaling her head to my direction, before saying : "he so handsome leh!" and the other replied, "so what? sure got girlfriend liao lah"
i was like... o.O?
but cant hear anymore!!! they were speaking even softer
so i looked back towards the direction by the girl, 'who was the handsome dude in here ah??' look look look...no leh...onli gt those 30+ uncle in this cabin of the train...so were they talking abt....ME?? OoO ohhh myyy godddddddddd (drag the sound as long as possible) xp
were they realli talking abt me?? wee~ yay~! at least i still gt some male hormones to b shown off! ohyeah ohyeah~! so i was *ahem* act 'cool' and get rid all the bitchy attitude and stood still
wuahahaha, felt so weird doing it though...occasionally had to pose like stone..emotionless
which is soooooooo NOT ME!

went out with Arius today ^^
if u ask me...was it fun? i'll immediately say NO
i felt as if a was a yabbling machine or something? i was the onli one talking non stop
and he listen!!!
he knows how to listen!!! i'm surprise!
or may b he's totally not interested ~.~
the episode is to b continue.....

we jus walked around the Suntec area here here there there
ended up in Burger king...
and again...i was the onli one eating..he going out with his 'frenz' ltr so dont wanna eat
wel..this realli show how much he cares
anw, my type is that
u dont care me i dont care u ; wat u do to me, is wat i do to u
as simple to understand as that

may b i'm jus so freaking disgusting or ugly
evryone hates me
dont think i dont know abt all those eyes looking at me in school as if i'm some virus
i jus feel like moving back in time
where was my unforgetable life last year?
the feeling of all my dears friends surrounding
and we went crazy together countless times
but now is jus totally nothing
i'm jus a piece of disgusting rubbish that nobody cares or dare to touch

when did i become such a failure...can somebody jus tell me
i want...my life back

30/01/2008

2008-01-30T21:12:00.001+08:00

Hi!
today... we will be going through the process of how to make mini poh-piah (i named it, so dont follow)

firstly first, place the meat/dry prawn/watever u want, in the middle of a small piece of poh-piah paper

then fold left fold right, and fold up the back and off it rolls~!

TADA~! yumm *^*
the pieces were wat ahma and i managed to make after the torturing seating for like 1 hour+ T^T i realli feel like giving up. my hands damn pain, gtta pressed the thing hard so that it's tight before sealing it with flourish-water. mine werent looking very nice lah, BUT cant eat k! and it 's so nice after the deep fried

now i know...all the bites i made came from the hardworks of the ppl hu made the biscuit! so i must reserve it and eat it carefully. conclusion...EAT MORE COZ I DID IT Xp

go iron cloth -.- the maid today whole day not free...busy doing biscuits when i at school

haiz...hope i not burning any of my uniform ltr on T^T

29/01/2008

2008-01-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

heeheex evrything seem to b back to normal as before!
yay~!!!! OvO
on sunday went to CHINA TOWN
^^ first and perhaps last visit of the year T^T
quite crowded, but not realli crowded

tat day i finally realise the ppl so kind, let us take the sweet like free like that
then my aunty was like taking every flavour, evrytime she walked by each shop
and u know there are countless candy shops there -_-
and the one suffering from her behaviour is no other than me =o=
gotta eat all the sweet she took
in the end my bag were like full with 'free' sweets
wondering if i'll kena ants attack T^T

haha that's not all the photos lor
gt somemore in my uncle's camera
there was one when i tried to stranggle the maid using the rainbow and in the end we had to run like nobody business when the shop keeper came out and see wat the heck was going on outside :P

i gt a small clock to hang on my pencil-case
woohoo~! another collection!
then my aunty bought rings for each of us--- me, the maid, and ah-ma, and 3PAIRS of earring for herself
very fair bah -.- 3 by 3

and u know wat...when reached home, i accidentally dropped my ring, and the DIAMOND DROPPED off -.- tried to repair it by putting that super glue, but it's not as shiny as before!
why i so dao mei wan T^T

************end of sunday**********

today during PE i almost broke my hip bone ToT
doing some warm up ( more like torturing)
then there was one act, the running backwards =o=
i was running among the last few ppl mah, so i tried spd up
in the end
ToT
BOOM! my butt x.x ouch
i think it was the curse by Aditya
coz when he fell down i was laughing like some freak
then it was my turn=.=
but at least, at least, it's jus my butt that hit the floor, not the whole back slammed down like somebody-i-dont-wanna-mention :P

anw, today also went back TKPS (kena dragged there de)
planning to help my house practising cheers, but i reached there when they were abt to b dismissed -o-
wtf =.=

now i so DAMN pissing off by weng guan
some attitude problem -.-
i'm trying to b gd n there u go scolding me
tsk!

25/01/2008

2008-01-25T21:37:00.001+08:00

oh my god

i seem to be so very busy these few days that i dint have the time to blog!

or may b coz i'm jus too LAZY (again!?!?)

hehhehheh, evrytime goes online but then chat until forgotten to update blog :P

that's my style

anw, thanks to all the ex-sec4s

we gt a half day off today ^^

actually i was hoping for Monday fullday-off lor

so never planned any activity

so in the end - 'happily' going home

once reach home...being random....

feel like going wet market walk walk -.-

something is really wrong with my brain cells today

conclusion, went to the wet market around paya lebar there with guardians, bought fish and prawns for making steam rolls. had a nice time poking the raw fishes! so fun! feel like as if i was shopping in market with my mom in thailand! abt 80% same environment!

then we went to another market near Haig road buy porks

lol

the first market no pork coz it belongs to ...

so no pork ^^

then we had bite bite, before buying 3 packs of chicken rice, planning to bring home for the maid, ahma and my cousin.

However, heaven was not so kind

coz my aunt sudenly rmb that she must buy loads of things

and the food had to wait patiently within the car for like...2 hours???

lol

(yet it still smell nice when reached home! the magical of CK rice!)

after that, all my plan for today was CANCELED

coz i had to help out with the making of 100+ steam rolls -.-

but i still can zhao until parkway at abt 4

bought a new shirt! yay~! for CNY de lah

orange is fine rite? no need be RED coz the design sux!

btw, feeling so wasted, hav been wasting away ESPRIT 20% storewide discount until this sunday...anybody wanna buy ESPRIT stuff tell me! dont waste the chance!

YTD went to watch the sec4 graduation/result taking

damn glad to see ... :P

they seem to be doing wel

may b..u know..jus may b...i'll be the BEST THAI STUDENT OF VS

wuahahahaha

provided if i work my ass off OoO

Let's end on a high with my own picture ^^ to satisfy my own zhilianess and showing off my new hair style...not that diff isnt it? lol

20/01/2008

2008-01-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

it was totally enjoyful weekend!
it would b the best weekend ever if 'we' didnt encounter the problem
a few days before

went to mgd on sat to watch the CO performing in mgd
however, dint get to watch, onli heard the songs, very nice! but i dont like
:P
i jus dont like listening to orchestra, mine type is pop or R&B

actually my cousins didnt want to stay overnight
then i told her "oi, the CO ppl all very cute leh"
"okie let's go~" that was her immediate reply -.-
so manned face sia lol
too bad lah, all COs are mine, wuahahaha
jus kidding :P

we then hyper hyper went play tennis at 9pm i repeat
9PM OoO
we would have played till the light turned off if not coz of my manned face cousin hit the ball fly across into the nearby badminton court and we cant retrive the ball coz the gate is closed -.- there goes one tennis ball T^T poor tennis ball~!!!! wahhhh

ltr then we knew that it's a limited "US OPEN" tennis ball *gulp*
belong to my cousin........damn it!

that was part of the funs
the funs that i had to pull myself away from staying within my own world
thinking abt the past (tears start swelling in my eyes now)
zzzz oh my gosh
but i wanna confess, i couldnt sleep without thinking that you were jus right beside me
how abt you....i bet it's not the same anymore
dont you know that someone :

is still waiting.....to your answer

*sob sob* i go cry first....

dont know if i'm stupid, but i still wore the ring at my left ring finger

as if to remind myself...that i'm just a fool?

starting of reality

2008-01-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

life is not a smooth path with roses by its side

i'll wait for the answer, eventhough it means
'the world has ended'

19/01/2008

2008-01-19T07:55:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry abt last night k....
dint mean to throw tantrum
but i was just totally pissed off
dont worry k, i 'm fine now....

i know you are damn bloody tired from ur activities
and i was so looking forward for today, the day that will bring all my unhappiness away, the day that i'll b able to talk non-stop and the most importantly
the day that i can stay with someone who stolen my heart
and not a tiny piece is left behind inside me, u took them all T^T so evil lo!

have a nice rest at home during this weekend bah
who still gt mood to go out together after last night thingy -_-
i know it's my fault
may b it's coz i so stress from school ya.....
i dint talk much in school anymore, i dont know y, when did i become so unsocialise?
whenever i feeling lonely in school, u'll jus pop up in my head n consoled me, we going to have great time together this weekend blah blah, then i'll think of wat we are going to do, and there goes, little daydreaming in my own world that no one can reach...^^

it was also my fault, that i denied ur invitation last week, coz i was really busy and i had works overload, nv stay at home from monday till friday, so i think it's time to catch up with wat i missed with my family (guardians), family is important to me lor, wel...u are too! ^^

there are time that i felt my heart pounding fast upon looking at other ppl , but i'll always remind myself, i cant betray you, and i'll never will.....
i hope u do feel the same way too ya...living evryday in 'that' place so meet lots of ppl de

but if you realli want to stop between us...so be it....
just do it
i'll rather u tell me now than make me like you even more
i'll accept it, coz i believe, if you stay with me and not happy
then go look for ur happiness
in this case, it's gonna be
'luv is to see the ppl we luv happy'

couldnt sleep last night!
u bodo! ToT make me gt panda eyes
wah.....

16/01/2008

2008-01-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

quite a slack day
no homework to pass up tmr
so i
prograstinate
x)
that's me!

went to tampines (i finally spell it correctly!!! yay ^^) mall
planning to go singtel hello shop to settle my phone stuff
which is to change from pre-paid to post-paid
howeva, total waste of my time -.-
the lady said...u still hav contact with it, so hav to pay
$250
holi sh** xp
that's all my monthly allowance lor

so lalala~ waiting for my cousin to come n settle
hehhehheh ^^

pete and P' Hui are back from Menado today
transit at singapore back to thailand liao, by now
haiz damn jealous T^T
actually there's nothing to b jealous abt, coz i went there last year ,and it was pete's first time
wel...i'm not...until i saw the msg

"oooo we saw alots of pygmies and frog fish~
all colourful than last year u went!"

wahhhhhhhh
how could u do this to me ToT
i also wanted to go if not becoz of the school opened -_-
hmph!

must get revenge -o-!!!! (somehow)

oh shit tmr science test, havent study :x yet, still gt finger nails to cut haiz...gonna get backache T^T

tags replies :

Lm ~ oh pls it was long long time ago T^T dont bring it up and scared me again...

ernest ~ u heng lor, but u were before or after me ah? i was like last few at abt 4+am, but was totally awake xp (hu wont)

15/01/2008

2008-01-15T18:45:00.000+08:00

hehhehheh
yesterday was a damn 'GOOD' starting of the week!
yay!!! O^O

wel..firstly in the morning, i pangsai 3 times at home
so omg....but gd lah..i weigh lesser, hohoho ^^
then hav to rush out of the house or else i'll miss the usual bus
and then...haiz...long story dont say

anw, i quickly wore my shoes and left like the wind
BUT u know wat i forgt? my whole stack of text bk!!!
one of the book there is GEOG *sob sob*

gosh lah, how dumber can i b?! placing the bk outside the house then left without them. i came down also must chase after the bus, haix haix...xp then the normal bus at 6.35 was late until like 6.45?? then when gt on the bus i realise nv bring bks -_-i jus wasted my 20 min by sitting at the stupid main-road bus stop when i could jus went back home and get the bk!
not even 2 hours after i woke up and it's realli spoiling my day

hmph!

then come geog class...*gulp* Ikwan was the same evil
(oopsy woopsy! i nv say that xp)
wont say wat he did to me lah k...later kena child abuse T^T bully an innocent boi like me
see? i soooo forgiving (sometime) :P

lucky the maths no need tx bk
or else sure kena more lor

after schl was PSL session, but my 1B gt library meeting -.-
so we had to wait wait wait and wait

this is wat we suppose to do :

i dont know y wei loong must ask me take this pic =.= isnt the thing clear and easy to rmb enough? haiz...i jus know my cam damn clear lor~ haha

anw, this was wat we did :P
fu zhi covering his toot, wai hong having photo marathorn, and terry....unleashing armpit smell without caring abt other ppl Xp

anw, we quite idiot lah serious, wear the ghost mask the off the light and stand at the PSB door, scare ppl (diaozzz)

but, no victim walk pass! lol lucky mr low nv see us, he waas like walking in the canteen?

ooh btw, that was MX's idea....i nothing to do with it k

today finally gt locker!!! and i already dump my A-maths E-maths EL Physic Geog and there are more to come lor! tmr heehee ^^

13/01/2008

2008-01-13T16:03:00.000+08:00

*yawn* it's 4+ pm and i'm still as sleepy
may b coz nothing to do?
or may b coz my brain was jus shut down...

jus finished ALL i repeat, ALL my overdue hw, and especially, biology note which took me 1+ hour jus to finish up noting the first chapter of the year - Cells
T^T

the past week was a totall chaos that i was kind of surprise that i still survive without being torture by the teachers for all the never-do homeworks haiz...my attitude is going down the hill~ ^^ anw the old kasidet is back!!!

many many things happened last week and i wont waste my finger energy to type all of them out, but there is one thing i wanna share : I M A SINGAPORE PR!!!! OoO yay!!!! *clap clap*

after all the hardship i finally success! i gt the form since August, but gt to settle 'name diff' problem, and that took me till Oct before i could pass up the form...and now i gt it~ i gt it~ aha~ aha~ ^o^ must celebrate!
however...no money... HAIZ
i'm waiting for U to treat me!!! not Macdonald ice cream k, i want Gelare ice cream, umm...yummie..omg saliva dripping *sib sib*

that's all i wanna post
time to play after all the gay gay works!

but wat should i do???? o.O?

6/1/2008

2008-01-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

It's good to be back home!
never been to such exhausting camp before in my life T.T
shout yell shout yell
running around the camp - search for those disappearers
blah blah blah cant remember
omg... i'm 16 but starting to hav forgetful habit T^T
if mom is in sgp, she will sure be nagging at my forgetfulnes like nobody business -.- coz in thailand i kena like.....almost evryday???

anw, back to topic
u should know me...i never tell the whole processes of the camp
so let start :

i wont say that 1B is the worst or the best class
coz all i know is that they are the class that i 'll remember in my heart foreva!
especially u Zi Jie. u really bring back the memories of the time when i was in TKPS your attitude was jus like those in 6O 2005 i'm sure u'll make a great leader!

we began our time since we were on the bus heading to Jalan Bathera
the PSL supposed to teach them the school anthem n cheer, and yay~! we did it! great job guys. thanks to having Lester and Si Kai who joined Wei Loong and me and if i'm not wrong...we were one of the few classes that know the songs by the first day of the camp!

and it was proved when my 1B was able to lead the school cheer without a single help from the seniors during the nitro crossing! haha good teachers good students...

it was also very nice bullying u guyssss lol
wel..i believed it's pay back time~!
for those hu like to suan me during the camp
kayaking was the most successful revenge taking time! heh heh heh splashing water at the hopeless sec 1 while screaming : "oops! sori i purposely~!"
i know it's lame but that really gt the sec 1 out of fuse. and they tried to capsize me ^^

i dont know if it's a curse from the first half or wat...i really capsized during kayaking with the second half of 1B (many thanks to Timothy -_- u made the sec 1's dream come true) and that...they kept suaning me for capsizing for like...til they slept!?!?! T.T

i also like the part when we played murderers which evolved into rapist
and unfortunately the civilians lost...so all the civilians kena forfeit lol
and also unfortunately...Pritesh (my hardcore fanclub) was accidentaly within the civilian grp...and he kept shouting push-up! push-up! so i follow...however MY-KIND of forfeit wasnt jus going to b soooo~ simple. push up...yes...but do it over ur peer...chest touch chest...tummy touch tummy...toot touch toot or not i dont care Xp and THAT...really freaked them out! wuahahaha

thank to Mr Aw Yong...he said : guys, b good losers
oh yay~ gt the green light from the teacher and they hav to other choice but to do! i think weiloong gt took their video hahaha...

many more things happened...but i really no mood to say
fallen sick after the camp...may b coz under rain too long? whole body like cannot lift up and my eyes seemed to b swollened from WHAT U DID TO ME LAST NIGHT =.= hmph!

tags reply :

emo guy~ finally u post at my blog! u are like so highly privilege to b allow here lor...b can i like answer those question ltr??? kekeke
ynomrah~ haha it's nothing lah, but if there's a single tear or crumpled...u know what will happen to u and yufan -o-
ernest~ i where gt pro bridge player!?!? it's jus that u r like noober than a noob like me Xp haha jus kidding lah...it was fun playing with u lor...lets play again next time! make it till 6 k? not 5
alphonsus~ walao! are u underestimating me for my knowledge of spelling the word 'bridge'? anw...u guessed it :P i tot it spells like this 'blitch' (lucky there is a 'l' there)
musli~ i where gt pangsei!! T^T i told my guardians that will be reaching home around 4..cant break the promise or i'll b sori X.X

2/01/2008

2008-01-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

HaPpY NeW YeAr~!!!!! even though today is 2nd of Jan. But it's never too late isnt it? ^^

Today taking care of Sec 1 was wuahahaha... i dont know T^T they like me? they hate me? they scare of me? (wat so scary abt me anw!?!??! -.-) but conclusion..it was fun (ordering ppl around :P) nononono!!! PSL are suppose to help or assist in Sec 1's displinery. and i believe i was doing it the RIGHT way! at least not the type that asking the sec 1 go get a cup of water or go wash toilet and blah blah blah.....

By the way help me compare this picture below with the one behind behind. Did i grow lots fatter T^T????

the pic was taken bac on first December after the celebration. and it wasnt a surprise to see my face as red as (...) it's normal

heehee time to rewind bac to 15th Dec when my family went to Kao Yai in NakornRachaseema province (SEA game held there, but i dint go watch though, cant b bother xp) we went with the tuor into the chicken factory to watch the process of killing the chickens until coming out as food products like nuggets etc (poor chickenssss ToT)

after watching i promised to myself : "i'll never eat chickens anymore in my life!"

howeva, when the sale gal gave us the product to try...umm...yummie~ so i (accidentally) ate mine share, mom's and dad's (it's miracle if i'm like not getting fat)

btw my dad kena knocked but the door when he was stepping out of the van (long story) so gt the 'seven' plaster. ppl were thinking of buying lottery ending with 77 -.- my dad isnt god alrite!?!? but i also buy :P...and YEA!!! i gt!.....eaten....

as most of you shld know...singing is one of my passion! evryone say i sang this song damn nice! see?! the first one were my aunt and my mom, the second were the somebody-i-dont-know! kind of like SURPRISE~ i'm so popular! wuahahahah.....

Next are the pic during my cousin marriage. i was like happy yet sad T^T i happied for her, finally find someone she can rely on foreva, on the other side, she wont b able to take care of the naught cousin (me) anymore as she now has the responsibility to take care of her own family...

the marriage was on 23rd Dec

guess wat, this picture was taken at abt 5.30+ am when the bride side must woke up to prepare to welcome the groom side.

i wont explain the procedure or else it's gonna take all the time in the world. i want to know then marry me and this will sure happen. hohoho ^^

anw, below is the pic of the 'treasure' that the groom had to bring in order to exchange for the bride (it's a tradition! not greedy!) blah blah blah then they meet each other, pray the adults there pray the budhha, exchange rings, blessing from adults, somemore but i cant rmb le :P

then..it was party time!!!!!!!

there was a feast at this Peninsular hotel along the Japraya river in Bangkok. quite grand indeed. i was assigned to take care of welcoming the guests and giving them the souveniors. quite a boring job but i gt to see loads of ppl. and lots of time my saliva dripped (u know y...)

dint bother taking the hotel picture...coz there were like 5 professional photographers doing theie job, dont want kepo -.-

so i took with my niece and aunt instead! wel..it wasnt realli a gd position to b in on the first pic, it's like we are breaking up...how unauspicious.....

below was the most colourful/fancy pic i could get that day!. there were 8 different colours in the pic, see already wanna go blind ~o~ my mom is the second lady from the right (jus extra info.)

hu's more *ahem ahem* handsome??? ^^

hahaha, anw, we went for pub dancing in the hotel after the dinner. and as you all shld hav know how wild i could b..and yupp...i wont say the detail, ltr ppl know i UNDER AGE Xp

lastly i missed my doggie~! i jus gt one more from my uncle, so now i gt two female dogs at home. they all so cute!!!!! (jus like the owner lor)

last pic was me, wel..it was after my family appreciation dinner on 19th Dec, which i forgt to post abt it, and i also dont think i wanna post it too...lazy...for obvious reason heeheehee xp

so...how much did i change from the first pic??? o.O?

uncle birthday

2007-12-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!! i'm back from Malaysia, Sabah, Sipadan!!!!
it was refreshing to be by the sea for 5 days!!!

anw this post gonna b pic of my uncle birthday on 1st Dec
i remembered promising it so long ago, now i'll jus post it FOR THE SAKE OF POSTING
^^

this is my mom -.-
my nephew trying to get attention from my mommi sia T^T
i need to take pic so cant do a thing
but the cake was nice!

the night time party was kind of like...brighten by all the my uncle grand children (including me, coz i'm jus happen to b the same age as my nieces and nephews =.=)

umm..my sleev was wet coz of SOMEBODY rubbing the cake cream there T^T my expensive shirt! my heart almost stop when my mom said i going to b oily...*sob sob*

the bbq rewind

2007-12-04T12:02:00.000+08:00

okie

here are more of the pic from that beach bbq

it's more of in the afternoon period

and i dont have time to post abt the 25th thingy yet

coz i no pic n i dont think i can get them soon. so pls, forget abt it

as for my uncle birthday in cambodia pic..

i'll try to update as soon as possible when i come back from the diving trip in Sipadan! tell u wat, my cousin decide to leave for bangkok at 1pm! how on earth will i be able to blog when i jus woke up at 11+ -o-

pika pika pictures~!

the arrival at the beach at 1 pm

the teenagers like me must set up the tents for those hu are staying overnight. i was jus kena drag into it despite the fact that i wasnt even sleeping there Xp

first tent accomplish~!

while we were building up tents, my niece was like playing with the sand UNDER the sun T^T wondering if she ever gt sunburn o.O it was mid day leh! anw, she told us the reason of playing in the sand : if i use the sand to scrub my body, i will get whiter~! -.- i dont know if it's true

sleeping was the next popular activity for evryone there. and yah, i was able to cope the most comfortable place to sleep, we call it p-le

this pic was taken with my uncle, the old man in the pic, then follow by my cousins and niece and nephew ^^

very sweet picture

and yah, another jumping marathorn T^T my cousin like to take us in this position so MUCH

then we had captain ball by the beach! see me at the behind behind? wel, i was there to console my nephew -.- he was angry with me coz i nv let him shoot and score T^T he is jus 5 lah, so i dont reallli mind, but he ending up chasing me around to whack my butt -o- evil kid!

yet another jumping marathorn after the game -.-

before we went into the sea to PLAY

and evrybody jumped down into the pool (very long history, jus take it as a pool there) ending this great wonderful day!

zzz gtg
the guy come fetch me go out to the shop liao, my cousin fetching me from there
i'll be going again~!
dont miss me when u sleep, but miss me whenever u breath
(dont stop breathing =.=)

byebye
hope i dont kena bite by any sharks there T^T

3/12/2007

2007-12-03T19:29:00.000+08:00

yay!! i'm bac from cambodia!!
however...
i'll be going off to indonesia for another diving trip on the 5th morning!
yup, the confirm one is 5th, nt tmr.
so today i damn lazy to post :P
my cut here and there for the pictures to b small enough to b uploaded, so, wait til tmr bah, i'll crop the pictures today, then post tmr
ot tons of pictures to show (off) lor~!
kekeke

27/11/2007

2007-11-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

yesyesterday was another clelebration as i had mentioned in the previous post
the morning was the prayer for my father's side grandma's death anniversary, and i dint know wat the adults were thinking...organising a birthday party on the same evening!

the morning was nothing much
wait for monks to come, pray pray pray, eat eat eat, go aunt's resort slack/sleep
but i was glad...glad that finally i'm not so lonely during the events
i dont know y, but last time i was totally dont-wanna-talk to any of my father's side cousinssss. i guessed my granma funeral changed us all. i became more open, and ppl know that i'm damn talkative and easy going ^^ (m i rite?) i believe i m....at least

okie, continue...
slept at my aunt resort coz lazy go back home for another 50min drive
the party was held at the beach too
it was my 8th uncle's 60th birthday cele (my dad's 9th xp) my family gt this rule of must celebrate all the siblings when they reach 60 yrs old!

hiaz...should hav taken pictures, ltr ask from my cousin then show u bah ^^ the event was jus like serving and eating marathorn. i was like my dad's personal maid =.= kena order to take this take that, nv stop! till i told him I HAD TO EAT so we ate :P (i so bad leh)

after that was another lantern floating!
each family one, and there were like 60 pieces!
so i jus hop here hop there, help here help there
in the end i think i let go of abt 5 lanterns! 5 wishes!
hope they all come true~!

btw, i was threatened by my dad : "go up and sing a chinese song or we wont go home" T^T not that i wanted to go home~ i could jus stay there drinkdrink with my cousins. but i think i was so...suddenly 'daring' (must b coz the alcohol...yah) walked up the stage, ask for a chinese song. there were onli OLD DAMN OLD songs...so i pick the one and onli i know...'tian mee mee' OoO!

and i sang Tian~ mee~mee~...ni xiao......

ppl said it was nice!
wel...i appreciated it thanks you!
roses in my hand, and the most important thing...a grey note from my dad
it was a 1000 baht note! (40+)
wuahahahaha, my pocket money! yay~!
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that's all for that day bah, so long liao
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wel...these two days nth much
except for i traveled to all the banks in my town
long reason -_-;;;;
also, once stupidly talked to a stranger at the bank counter think that she was my cousin ToT the convo went like this :
"P'Lek, wat are u doing?"
i looked into the counter. the lady was curiously looking at me.
"ka?" o.O?
"i dont understanding wat the banker is doing, can u explain?"
"ka?" (louder) T^T
"this one! i dont know wat she is doing, wat did mum ask u to do?"
i looked up at her.
she said : "KA?" blink blink eyes.
-o-''''''''
alama oh shit
"oh i say to wrong person xp so sori"
move out and to my real cousin, told her and she laughed like siao OoO T^T wah.....i dint mean it mah
okie. it's lame i know T^T my story telling skil sux big time

anw..lastly!
i'll be in cambodia from tmr to 2nd Dec
go for my mother side uncle birthday celebration
gonna have 4 hours of bumpy ride through the ulu ulu kampongs!
my butt gonna hurt big time!!
*sob sob*

24/11/2007

2007-11-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

24-11-2007

it's Loykratong Festival~!
it wasnt the floating of the kratongs...
it wasnt the gd feeling to be home....
but i'm happy be coz it was the first bbq for my (mother side) family! and it was located at the beach, own by my extremely rich cousin!

the kids went there for lunch, i was one of them obviously
^^ i'm young and innocent~!
must realli praise my niece n nephews...
they dare go play under the scorching sun of 1pm ToT
the adults were hiding under the small hut talking crabs
it was nothing until abt 3 pm
when my cousin's friend decided to take our pictures
and it started with my cousins jump-kick against each other
she make the pic into very nice sequence!
thanks to her!
we played captain ball at abt 4 pm
obviously...my team ( all teenagers) won with perfect score!
but it wasnt fair though
when my nephew (5) carried the ball and pass to the keeper
we must let him score or else...he gonna cry ToT
haiz......so cute

another picture marathon when the sun was setting
it was exhausting xp
we kept retaking retaking until we told her we were tired of jumping! then she stop and pick the best one i suppose

up here is me n my cousin (the newest one)
make a guess...which one was i??? (it's very obvious!)

then we waited for the kratongs to b imported from the city to the beach by my aunt. we ordered total of 30 kratongs! OoO half were made of bread while other half were made of banana stem and banana leaves. i dint bring down my phone when we floated the thing...ltr drop into the sea sad sad lah...dont risk better. the tide was so low that we had to walkkkkkkk al the way until damn far. (the pic below the kratong shows ppl walking on the sand, if u can see...)

this is the small tent...the only shelter in the beach/area

anw, below is the sleeping place!
my cousin n her friend slept at the beach
together with my another cousin's whole family
i was suppose to stay there too, but i gt to go celebration the next day, sooo too bad too sad T^T

last pic...it's the full moon from my house

Loykratong is the festival we carried out to pray the water goddess, for obvious reason rite?? so no need say ^^

below are the videos during the fre works thingy. we spent like 2500 baht (s$100+) on the fire work! and they were magnificient! singapore DONT HAVE wuahahaha!!!

this one is the firework call 'jar' we gt the biggest one damn nice!

this one is the finale (there were more but ltr com lag lah x.x) dint know the shop gt such nice firework...

last but not least. my cousin bought the thai lanterns fron chiangmai. and it was the kids' responsibility to let it float. and we did! the first one (not my grp) almost gt stuck in the tree and gt burn. the lantern suppose to carry our wishes into the sky...far far beyond......

i was the one in blue-top white-bottom (incase u dont know lol)

btw...forgt to tell ya...fireworks are illegal in thailand! xp