ZikaZikaBoomBoom~: March 2007

T^T today there are onli sad stories in my life

First, mdm Yasmine left the school...
at least i was able to say her goodbye
n wish her forever great life~!

in the afternoon, i stuck in Homec room
finishing up my sewing
actually it shouldn't take long though
but b coz i found nice sequins ltr
then i couldnt stop myself from using them
when i finished, it was 4+
the other ppl left me le...
so i had to keep all the stupid chairs,
closing some of the windows,
picking up the frames from all tables,
thanks to my dear friends that left for CCA
b fore i even pack my bag ToT
how nice of them -_-;;;

so in the end, nv go CCA today
need to rush home by 5

that person nv msg me again...
2 days liao, should i still b forgiving?
i m too tender-hearted le T-T

ps, jus now went buy cakes
omg, so long nv eat cake liao
yummy yummy~!
not really nice though
ltr go buy starbuck cheese cake better
mmm...i can feel the taste in my mouth....^o^

Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:58 PM
29/03/07

the air rifle training today was fun, yet tiring
this new coach ( wat's his name again??)
he asked us to do dry firing (no bullet) for like 1 hour+
and a 10 min break!!!!!! >o<
my back ached from the stupid bending position T^T
however, it was fun...oh yeah ^o^
i know it's lame but i still played chess throwing game
with clement n ren jie
they two bully sia....
ltr darryl joined them =.= but the other (3) join me OoO!
and we sabo them hahaha.
isn't it lame!?!?!

nxt week going to start teaching sec 1 lor...
hope it goes well.
i luv teaching.
i luv kids.
i luv peace.
lol. (requirement to b ms universe ^^)

oh yeah. this morning slept in class -_-;;
10 mins nap onli lor!!!
suddenly SOMEBODY threw eraser at me
hit in the middle of the head (damn pain)
that SOMEBODY is no other than my dear clement....>[]<
he told me wat happened:....
at first yong yang wanna tap me (such gd friend i hav)
then Mr Zabid say no, throw eraser better
(i dont think that was his idea...)
clement said everyone was sooo quiet...watching me
///-/// i know i very cute when i sleeping lor >o<

tmr mdm Yasmine leaving le ToT
i m soo bloody annoyed
y dont they tell me this when she is abt to leave!?!? -.-
i jus knew 2 days ago...while the others know week ago...
i could hav prepare a present for her lor
she is a very gd teacher, so kind yet strict at the same time
first time meet such a unique teacher~!
i planning of buying her a flower tmr aft schl
dunno in time or not...
but the worst thing is...where is the shop? T^T
hope to find someone go with me (i guess noone will)haiz...

oh shit! still must do sewing sia lah >o<
....... gtg now... go fold twinkle twinkle little stars
to sew on to my piece of cloth, which is so ugly -.- i sux

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 8:50 PM
28/03/07

So happy today no tuition ^o^

Mr Kai Yong is not free, say he go airport

dunno do wat, not my business

ke po too much ltr ganna dislike = no friend

...sux -*-

Today was another tiring day

really damn tiring...T^T

didnt know i made wrong decision

shouldnt hav gone to MGD for swimming

now sooooo tired hope to sleep before 9.30pm -o-

but actually nv swim much lor

onli 5 laps of freestyles -_-

before that stay back in school to do

the artrocious sewing, my cloth sux like shit!!!

it turn ugly to uglier...haiz, cant help it

really dunno wat to do

' A Victorian ' -.- same like last year, sian...

jus now read my Thai story bk ' SEVENA'

there is this chapter when the character reunited

with her family members after 9 years of

separation....

it's so touching TvT but compare to my life

i still better, c my darlings every 3 months

my eyes were brimmed with tears of happiness

for the character....

( i think this bk make me lamer)

anyway, let's continue with the beijing photoes

^o^

The loveliest couple

ever, n forever~!

The old ppl were energised

by the young faces of the massagers

my aunt ( not this pic) spend

like 3000 yuan over all the

medicine. OoO!!!

the view from Great

Wall Of China

it worths to come up here~!

Do v look like

princes!?!?!?

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 9:40 PM
The lonely moment

I don't know y...today, suddenly all the memories seemed
to come alive, again...all the painful memories.........

it started from my Primary4 in SGP...
then goes on to Primary 6, lots of things happened
both in and out of TKPS

Then Sec 1, my life had jus taken a great change
the change that may hurt the ones i luv
but i jus cant help it, it's uncontrolable

This evening, i took a walk, along my HDB area
the 2 Jalans. i walked and walked and walked
for how many rounds i do not know
i jus know that i couldn't forget them all
the memories that will always remain in me no matter
how long it's gonna b.....

i was engrossed into the music, humming it to myself
chasing away the silence of the peaceful night
jus to get rid of the most recent incident, last 3 weeks
that was when i almost...almost make another greater change
in my life. the change that is irreversable

To: LHC
i walked pass ur blk, not twice but thrice
i on the music to the loudest, hoping u will appear ur head out
jus to look at the idiot, but u never did....
how can i let u know, wat i m thinking
i really wish we will hav the chance to talk
okay, blame me for my no guts
but i really wanna start anew
life is not like the romance story books
however, i still hoping to hav a day like that
sweet, free, nothing restraining us
roaming the world together
happily ever after......

okay that's it, wat stupid shit m i talking abt?
it's so lame. yes. really lame...
i m turing 16 this year okay!?!?!
so pls, behave like one
today nothing much
jus that damn sian...
at home nth to do, except for waiting
for the electricity to recover T^T

gtg sleep liao. night! everyone~!
muack muack~! ^o^

Monday, March 26, 2007 9:52 PM
New week, new life~! oh yeah! oh yeah!

Firstly, i would like to pity my cousin...

he has been chanting over his Geog tx bk for the past

2-3 hours with 15 mins break, we need to chase away

the insects that keep flying at the light -.-

it was so irritating. I HATE INSECTs OoO...

anyway, jus now did geog reflection

think i write out of point T.T ideas of Thai style farmings

keep coming to my mind, so i jus write write write n write

happily writting until no more space to write >o<

lazy to even reread, jus keep in my bag hahaha....

wat is to happen will happen...(one of my quotes)

ytd was not much diff from Sat

jus that i had to mopped the whole MGD house!!!!

for those hu went b4 u should how big it is T^T

lucky that i dont hav to scrub toilet bowls again, phew!

evening we went pp (parkway parade).....again

went to walk in Esprit for so long, in the end

can onli look. they damn bloody expensive.

better ask for permission before i buy or else...

i m gonna get slaughter alive by my dad if he knows

coz i made an unimpressful record of buying half dozen

of shirts and pants at 'Beijing Russia Market'

(if that's wat it's call)

later,on cannot go home! no key n nobody in! >o<

must go suntec meet my guardians...aiyo

i so tired. still walk to marina square leh T^T

reach home at 10.30 sia. nice time for Sunday

how i wake up tmr!!! i always sleep like pig

at least must sleep 7 hours de ( may b not for today :P)

oh and actually wanna update last night, but suddenly

there was blackout for my whole block...-o-

cannot read, cannot type, cannot sleep...

in the end sit down staring into the darkness

made myself as one as the dark (lame...)

so i slept at 12.26 last night!!!!!! lucky this morning

my phone ring damn loud

'som kuan jaa jeu gan laew~! som kuan jaa jeu gan

laew chai mai~! chan gam lang mee fai.......'

wah...suddenly feel alive

and before i left my house, black out again! lol

wat is going on!?!?!?!

suddenly feel like

taking my own pic ^o^

my mommi!

forever model!

The kidnapped of
a chubby cuty~!
by my aunt lol.....

Saturday, March 24, 2007 11:01 PM
(not really) Class Outing

Stupid shoes -*-
now i hav to massage my feet ToT (lucky my skill
is excellent ^^)
jus went marina square watched
'storm the yard'
then went home wrong way T.T walked until MRT,
damn far sia lah...
actually we wanna Mr Bean, but then tickets not available
for 5 of us, haiz
so gt to watch the black ppl ( no racist here) movie, abt hiphop thingy,
quite nice lah if not be coz of the black ppl acting
( i say again, no racist here!) and will be better if it's Asian movie (personal reasons) hohoho...^o^

huo xiang jiao (burning banana), was almost made me fainted. walking from one end of marina square to the other end. haiz.... lucky that u r a gal, or else i made u my boyfriend liao (jking jking :P)

Today went do OPW too, it went well, better than i expected but wat hurt me most was the first sentence eugene foo said to me
" kasidet, i recognise u b coz ur big ears"
-_-;-_-;-_-; that was a big insult
>o< better watch out! hmph!

thanks for making my life not so sian guys ^^ sc, adit, hl, xj etc.

ps. i had learn a great lesson today
---nv walk from marina square to city hall MRT if i m in a rush ( coz it's damn tiring!!!!)

byebye~!

10:27 AM
The Currency....

Wat is going on!?!?!?!
i jus cant change the template! everytime i tried, the words r all over the place -.-
this is getting more n more frustrating >o<

anyway, sori so long nv post liao, life has been so busy lately
the geog project was needed to b completed by ytd, and we havent started a single bit!
really felt like slaughtering my grp members, i was expecting 80% work done
by the end of the holiday, but...ToT
cant help it mah...i really need to go back thailand.
anyway...it's over!!!!! it was no as gd as i expected though, ytd. but nvm. wel done guys!
luv u al. at least we work together!( in later part) ^o^

life in Beijing was so fun. how i wish i hav someone walking by my side on the
quiet street at night. the weather was soooo romantic ^^ i can walk n walk for the whole night.
it nv gets hot( at night).
but the best part was that i had great time with my family members!
there is no better moment than to b with ur love ones...
isn't that sound romantic???.......haiz.........

ltr still must go do OPW -.- hope it goes well. eugene pls behave, i really dont want to
keep shouting asking u to act like human :P
coz i going out in the evening...watching Mr bean!
to tell the truth, i dont really like Mr bean, i see his face, i feel like vomiting, soo.....
but nvm, since this is the oppotunity to go out, i wont miss it ^o^
Mr Bean then Mr Bean lor...better than ghost movie T.T

This was the tour, 32 or 31 ppl
i not sure...can u find me?

Thursday, March 15, 2007 1:21 AM
The (terrible) trip to Beijing...

Hihihi!!! having a nice holiday sia...
the weather here is damn bloody nice, 1 digit temp. little sunlight, quite windy, to be with my family and of coz nothing to make me unhappy!
so today...i drank my heart out! yeah, really drink, my cousins and i went to this disco nearby our hotel, i still feel drunk after that 2 bottle of beers T.T ( so little ) but a lot of dance! wait i show the pictures after i download them to my com.
oh today rite we went to this massage centre, wow, damn nice, i had a nice feet massage. the guy massaging me was damn cute sia (hahaha^o^) we had very nice conversation, but wat keep irritating me is that he always promoting the medicine to me, jus b coz i told him i nv shit for 3 days :P
in the afternoon we went to tian an men, gu guan (forbidden city), yin he yuan (summer palace).
i had very nice experiences, especially learning how to bargain =.=, my family members r so skillful at this, i cant lose to them as the nxt generation!
oh and u know, i went to this pearl factory, and there is this guy, he kept looking at me ///-/// i dont know if i should b scared or happy, he quite handsome also lor. but y he think i m gay!?!?! jus b coz i wear pink color shirt doesn't mean that lor -.- then i went to ask him where is the toilet, instead of standing there and tell me the direction,he walked to my side, i wont feel anything if he dont touch his hand with my hand( my one smoother :P)! he so daring, normal gay wont do this i think, but to tell the truth, he so handsome leh, haiz... i like (the look of) chinese ppl.
jus now was my first time into disco, phew... at least i made it out alive, really sared lor, may b like movie like that, ganna sleeping pills then rape! nobody wanna do that to me bah...i look too iold and scary le. almost everyone think i m 20+ -_- i'l b more happy if they say i m younger
-o- so late liao leh, i feel like fainting, he world is turning round n round :P

ps. jus now the dancers in thepub damn chiok, the guys no wear shirt, see sexy body, the girls wear onli bikini :P, both ver arousing ^o^ hahaha....
tmr going great wall of china! will i survive back!?!?!?!

Thursday, March 8, 2007 10:22 AM
Looking Forward For The Holiday ToT

Haiz...computer spoil again -_-;; how i do my hw now eh? wtf. now must use school computer with extraordinary slow internet =.= most the results r out, n they sux... wondering wat will my dad do to me if he know abt the result? >o<>o<>o<> this holiday going to Beijing with my family! hoping that it'sgonna be the best time we ever had ^o^
so manythings happened in school and of coz,at home. really need some one for consolation T.T
wah!!!>o<

Sunday, March 4, 2007 8:17 PM
So....Haiz......

Kasi hav a little lamb~ little lamb~ little lamb~! oh hohoho, i so happy now :D finally it's clear but not 100% though ToT my guardian stil angry with me sia...so now the onli way to make her happy is to prove myself! prove that i m an obidient, nice, selfless, determine, diligent, hardworking, cheerful, boy (or to put in simplest way, everything opp. with now :P)haiz...dont know if i can do it, but it worth a try! isn't it?!?! isn't it?! isn't it? isn't....it?

anyway, this morning the tennis lesson was soooo blody horrible! i was turning ripe under the scorching stupid sun( of a bit**) n the worst is that, my skin was turning black!arh!!! after so many gd care and it had to burned up within jus 1 & 1/2 hours? damn it!

then after the lesson we, my cousins and i, were suppose to buy ingredients for our own lunch. and my cousin had a great idea! cook a thai tom jued (opp. of tom yum) it's so difficult lor, n she think jus put in some sauces and it will taste nice?!?! can't believe it. but, there was no meat...so no soup ^o^ in the end we cooked fried rice...dont know how it looked like coz i need to go home first due to urgent matters. i jus hope it wont look like last week, soaky and sticky. eewww. even the cats downstair also didnt want to eat -_-( it's not my fault! it's not my fault...really *^*)

now i still dunno wat should i do abt tmr sc test ToT ms tan i luv u soooo much! so pls dont come for the sake of ur belove student *^*

Saturday, March 3, 2007 7:53 PM
My life is going down~!

Aiyo...finally, i m so glad that the template thingy is finish. there were so many obstacles, my internet card in the PC spoil, my family coming, my com suddenly cannot on, and the worst is, my guardian turned cold shoulder on me T_T wat had i done again this time? watever it is, this is not the first, neither 2nd nor 3rd. i talk to my parents, they said go say sori to her -_- not that i dun wan, but i damn shy sia...ashame of myself, i m stupid, idiot, asshole, but i cant help it :P i m jus like that...haiz
let's talk abt other stuffs...
I pass my english!!!!!!! oh my gosh!!! i thought i'm gonna fail, coz my journal damn sux, then my compre did pretty gd,so...phew! ^^ less chance of my hp being confiscated (shouldn't hav told my guardians this is my dad's order T^T) but the other subjects...i think i did damn bad sia...this term i slack like hell, nv even touch a bk at home, and that eugene foo *#*^^#$%^&^$ =.= he did so well this term, and that yy who nv deprove T.T from wat i see, onli me n few others like lum are damn slack this term. oh shit, i jus rmb i forgot to bring back my science stuffs OoO!!!how i study for sc test on Mon arh!!!!!!! stupid me!
must go pray( with ah pa and ah ma) hoping ms Tan cannot come on Mon......ma lee ma lee ma lee pa ratt ta, o toh la no,so ya bean, pu ca ci no!!!!saaaaa tuuuu! piang!