Thursday, November 20, 2008 9:09 PM
20/11/2008
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
oh my god, i'm damn bloody full.....
jus reached home at abt 8pm it has been a 12 hours long journey out of the house! phew! i was kind of forced to go to the prawn farm in KlongYai state (another state in my province). the farm was shared between my uncle and my dad, and my dad onli goes to help on the harvest days. unfortunately, i tried to escape the punishment of stucking there doing nth by sleeping at 3 last night :P busy playing FF X for the second time. i dont know why but i jus hav the sudden rush to play the game again after completed it like 1 yr ago! and for the first day, i played 5 hours straight ToT at this rate, i will be taking abt 10 days to complete the game according to my old save file.
ANW i was like half awake when i reached the farm and slept again till lunch time. then busy cracking open the crabs shell with my mom and that gross made me fully awake -_-
but it was worth the effort ! ^^ yumyum
then slack until 4 when my cousins came with their darlings and we went to the HardLek village, the Thai-Cambodia border.
COOL
my cousin-in-law wanted to buy fake LV bag which cost 750 baht (s$30) and she didnt want it coz it was too ex...zzzz...i feel like telling her that in sgp, that kind of bag will cost her like 40000 baht per bag =o=
mydad called and we had to rushed back
it was scary ~.~ when my cousin wanted to drive through the moutainous path like in F1 wahhh i didnt want die young. we talked abt Disney Lands...haiz...how we wished we would be there again in Japan T^T
My mom dont let me drive home though. she said we were rushing towards the restaurant to meet my uncle from singapore. and THAT is the coz of my huge tummy
-.- i m getting FAT eating like this for the past 4 days. OMG, even my cousin said how much i look diff from the wedding dinner! omg omg omg omg diet diet diet diet!!!!!!!!
anw, my parents going for another wedding at Glang state in RaYong province tmr, dont know if there is seat on the car available for me. believe it or nt, my parents see friends better than me!!! tsk! -.-im going on strike
two wedding coming up on 23rd Nov, another one on 29th....
haiz...how will i go on diet....shit
I think i should go walk on the machine for awhile, very full, cant go up sleep or play game like this rite, i'll turn to pig. and i hav decided to skip all meal tmr! (may b except for dinner if i go to wedding) i want to slim downnnnnnn =.=
jus reached home at abt 8pm it has been a 12 hours long journey out of the house! phew! i was kind of forced to go to the prawn farm in KlongYai state (another state in my province). the farm was shared between my uncle and my dad, and my dad onli goes to help on the harvest days. unfortunately, i tried to escape the punishment of stucking there doing nth by sleeping at 3 last night :P busy playing FF X for the second time. i dont know why but i jus hav the sudden rush to play the game again after completed it like 1 yr ago! and for the first day, i played 5 hours straight ToT at this rate, i will be taking abt 10 days to complete the game according to my old save file.
ANW i was like half awake when i reached the farm and slept again till lunch time. then busy cracking open the crabs shell with my mom and that gross made me fully awake -_-
but it was worth the effort ! ^^ yumyum
then slack until 4 when my cousins came with their darlings and we went to the HardLek village, the Thai-Cambodia border.
COOL
my cousin-in-law wanted to buy fake LV bag which cost 750 baht (s$30) and she didnt want it coz it was too ex...zzzz...i feel like telling her that in sgp, that kind of bag will cost her like 40000 baht per bag =o=
mydad called and we had to rushed back
it was scary ~.~ when my cousin wanted to drive through the moutainous path like in F1 wahhh i didnt want die young. we talked abt Disney Lands...haiz...how we wished we would be there again in Japan T^T
My mom dont let me drive home though. she said we were rushing towards the restaurant to meet my uncle from singapore. and THAT is the coz of my huge tummy
-.- i m getting FAT eating like this for the past 4 days. OMG, even my cousin said how much i look diff from the wedding dinner! omg omg omg omg diet diet diet diet!!!!!!!!
anw, my parents going for another wedding at Glang state in RaYong province tmr, dont know if there is seat on the car available for me. believe it or nt, my parents see friends better than me!!! tsk! -.-im going on strike
two wedding coming up on 23rd Nov, another one on 29th....
haiz...how will i go on diet....shit
I think i should go walk on the machine for awhile, very full, cant go up sleep or play game like this rite, i'll turn to pig. and i hav decided to skip all meal tmr! (may b except for dinner if i go to wedding) i want to slim downnnnnnn =.=
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 9:11 PM
19/11/2008
19/11/2008
life in Trat has been kinda slacking evryday
however, i hav no my own freedom
morning hav to drag myself out of bed at 8+ to bath, eat and drive my mom to the shop *yawn* and we hav been going to the farm for harvesting for the past two days, i was bored there sia....nth to do....i tried to escaped from the farm last night. My dad called, very furious, he nagged me on the phone for like almost 30 min and he came to the house to fetch me personally T^T
normally ppl will fetch me...this shows something
but after listened to what he said, i really felt guilty
he just wanted me to b there as a support, and nth else
what had i done again...
btw, staying here..i nv felt hungry for once
coz food jus come into my mouth evry hour XP
this is a picture of my beloved doggy
CHOMPOO!!! ^^
ANW, on the 17 was my cousin marriage, P Ruk and P Took
morning was jus for the male-side relative to tie the thread ard the couple's wrists. and i did almost nth other than go ard taking picturessssss, eating brunch, and a cup of mocha frappe
BTW, let's talk abt my hair process
when i walked out at the airport arival hall, my cousin's friends fetched me for diving lesson and then first words they said was, "what had u done to ur hair?! it's fiery RED!!!" lolx i dont know wat to say but SMILE. they like it!
THEN it was the most scary time to go to my aunty house to meet my waiting parents. I remembered, last time, my dad said that i am nt allow to dye my hair AT ALL ToT and now i was like red hair? *gulp* seriously, i was very scared my hair would be shaved off!
BUT when my mom saw she was beaming and my dad said nth, my aunt was amazed. YAY~! I'm gonna survive!!! my dad obviously would jus nag here and there but he nv ordered me to get rid of it...so i can keep the hair!!!
AND when i stepped out of the car at the afternoon marriage ceremony, my cousin at the opposite the road said, "omg mom look at Eart and his dazzling red hair" and almost evryone who stood at the door turned towards my direction and awed-struck. did i change that much? my mom was like proudly say she brought along angmo, then my uncles said i looked like some Korea and Jap ppl...hu should i believe?! OMG. OoO hahahaha
totally happy that evryone likes it, onli my dad anti hair dying...he said it makes ppl look too slutty....which i dont think so and he is very old fashion, dont want dwell on that or else this post will nv end.
eat eat eat and my dad's 9 siblings took turn couple by couple to tie the bride and groom wrists. and i was standing by the side spamming pictures like free like that. and the photographing turned out to be more difficult as i had to run around to avoid the two little monsters that will bully me whenever they had the chance -_- and i didnt want to get messy...
AFTER that we went to my aunt resort to have a hand reading by the famous doctor....the three of us let him see our hands and what i learnt this time was i hav to wear and amulet all 'Buddha in Tiger cave' to prevent me getting cheat from untrue lover. actually i was hesitated, would this mean that i wont b able to find fun? lolx, then he said, that i can still cheat other ppl. OKAY DEAL! i'm so looking forward to tat amulet!
THEN my dad drove the car back to the main city of my Trat province and we slacked ard till like 4+ then we were ready for the wedding dinner. before that, my super old fashion daddy suddenly wanted to cam whore and he let me took their pictures with our dear house that has the same age as me....owww...so sweet my house....it's nt evryday tat we dressed like tat rite??
reached the dinner at abt 5+ and i was willing forced into welcome commity with my cousin (22) and my cousin-in-law-to-be. we get along quite well and it was fun to say swadee krub over and over again for hundreds of time -.- thanks to my aunty, she invited like almost 1000 ppl for the wedding...zzzzz...and it was so hot! stupid sia! on monday night there was no wind but on tuesday night it was freezing cold! stupid stupid stupid weather!!! anw, it was like freaking hot and there were million of insects flying around the lamp nearby and we were like scratching ard like chimpanzees! ToT i transformed from angel into monster lor...*sob sob*
eee...actually there are like alot more stuff that i can talk abt, but i cant resist the temptation to go play ps2 now! got so many games waiting for me to pick and choose and ENJOY. wuahahaha
i go le k. will update again as soon as i hav time and mood. and one more thing...my Dec holiday is fully packed!
wonder if i'll be able to finish the holiday homeworkssssss
haizzzz
however, i hav no my own freedom
morning hav to drag myself out of bed at 8+ to bath, eat and drive my mom to the shop *yawn* and we hav been going to the farm for harvesting for the past two days, i was bored there sia....nth to do....i tried to escaped from the farm last night. My dad called, very furious, he nagged me on the phone for like almost 30 min and he came to the house to fetch me personally T^T
normally ppl will fetch me...this shows something
but after listened to what he said, i really felt guilty
he just wanted me to b there as a support, and nth else
what had i done again...
btw, staying here..i nv felt hungry for once
coz food jus come into my mouth evry hour XP
this is a picture of my beloved doggy
CHOMPOO!!! ^^
ANW, on the 17 was my cousin marriage, P Ruk and P Took
morning was jus for the male-side relative to tie the thread ard the couple's wrists. and i did almost nth other than go ard taking picturessssss, eating brunch, and a cup of mocha frappe
BTW, let's talk abt my hair process
when i walked out at the airport arival hall, my cousin's friends fetched me for diving lesson and then first words they said was, "what had u done to ur hair?! it's fiery RED!!!" lolx i dont know wat to say but SMILE. they like it!
THEN it was the most scary time to go to my aunty house to meet my waiting parents. I remembered, last time, my dad said that i am nt allow to dye my hair AT ALL ToT and now i was like red hair? *gulp* seriously, i was very scared my hair would be shaved off!
BUT when my mom saw she was beaming and my dad said nth, my aunt was amazed. YAY~! I'm gonna survive!!! my dad obviously would jus nag here and there but he nv ordered me to get rid of it...so i can keep the hair!!!
AND when i stepped out of the car at the afternoon marriage ceremony, my cousin at the opposite the road said, "omg mom look at Eart and his dazzling red hair" and almost evryone who stood at the door turned towards my direction and awed-struck. did i change that much? my mom was like proudly say she brought along angmo, then my uncles said i looked like some Korea and Jap ppl...hu should i believe?! OMG. OoO hahahaha
totally happy that evryone likes it, onli my dad anti hair dying...he said it makes ppl look too slutty....which i dont think so and he is very old fashion, dont want dwell on that or else this post will nv end.
eat eat eat and my dad's 9 siblings took turn couple by couple to tie the bride and groom wrists. and i was standing by the side spamming pictures like free like that. and the photographing turned out to be more difficult as i had to run around to avoid the two little monsters that will bully me whenever they had the chance -_- and i didnt want to get messy...
AFTER that we went to my aunt resort to have a hand reading by the famous doctor....the three of us let him see our hands and what i learnt this time was i hav to wear and amulet all 'Buddha in Tiger cave' to prevent me getting cheat from untrue lover. actually i was hesitated, would this mean that i wont b able to find fun? lolx, then he said, that i can still cheat other ppl. OKAY DEAL! i'm so looking forward to tat amulet!
THEN my dad drove the car back to the main city of my Trat province and we slacked ard till like 4+ then we were ready for the wedding dinner. before that, my super old fashion daddy suddenly wanted to cam whore and he let me took their pictures with our dear house that has the same age as me....owww...so sweet my house....it's nt evryday tat we dressed like tat rite??
reached the dinner at abt 5+ and i was willing forced into welcome commity with my cousin (22) and my cousin-in-law-to-be. we get along quite well and it was fun to say swadee krub over and over again for hundreds of time -.- thanks to my aunty, she invited like almost 1000 ppl for the wedding...zzzzz...and it was so hot! stupid sia! on monday night there was no wind but on tuesday night it was freezing cold! stupid stupid stupid weather!!! anw, it was like freaking hot and there were million of insects flying around the lamp nearby and we were like scratching ard like chimpanzees! ToT i transformed from angel into monster lor...*sob sob*eee...actually there are like alot more stuff that i can talk abt, but i cant resist the temptation to go play ps2 now! got so many games waiting for me to pick and choose and ENJOY. wuahahahai go le k. will update again as soon as i hav time and mood. and one more thing...my Dec holiday is fully packed!
wonder if i'll be able to finish the holiday homeworkssssss
haizzzz
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Saturday, November 15, 2008 7:56 AM
15/11/2008
15/11/2008
yo hi hello morning~!
currently waiting to board the plane after the long bloody line outside ZZZ if i nt wrong, there was a system failure and all the flight check in somehow ended up at Row 8 (my former row)
after stupidly lined up for like 15 min, i remembered tat i had checked in through internet and therefore, i can go to the shorter and quickly row 9!! yay~!
btw, jus now on the taxi, i had to call my uncle out to sign the UM form for me
coz i m UNDER 18 and i m traveling alone.
they scared i dumb enough to miss the flight or something?
and i felt damn bad waking him up at 7 to ask him to rush him to airport to jus to sign name -_- as i was already on the blooody taxi!
well...i tried nt to mafan other ppl so much, it's my nature, i deal with my prob alone. jus that this time...i realli had no choice
actually i wanted to update a last post at home last night
however, i reached home like....10.30 :P
ytd was a movie marathorn for me and Kevin u know
it's like, Kevin's darling is away in HK, so i finally could spend time with him again! this show tat that bitch has been stealing my friend!!
zzz
watched Madacascar and 007. nice
both totally giv diff type of feeling
and obviously that we watched before 6 so the price was jus $6 per ticket. pls lah....i'm not gonna spend all money on movie alone rite. tat's not me!!
we went dinner after that
and it was really crowded tat we had to walked around the food republic like 5 rounds?! jus to find a seat that was ltr half coped by some stupid restaurant tat scared their customer ran away coz no table -.- cheater!
and one more thing...ppl hav been staring at m,y red hair sia..lol...feel so weird
reaching BKK ltr must go for divng lesson and go back to my province in the evening. will try to online asap and if time + mood permit, i'll blog
bye~!
hav a bon voyage!!
lolx
currently waiting to board the plane after the long bloody line outside ZZZ if i nt wrong, there was a system failure and all the flight check in somehow ended up at Row 8 (my former row)
after stupidly lined up for like 15 min, i remembered tat i had checked in through internet and therefore, i can go to the shorter and quickly row 9!! yay~!
btw, jus now on the taxi, i had to call my uncle out to sign the UM form for me
coz i m UNDER 18 and i m traveling alone.
they scared i dumb enough to miss the flight or something?
and i felt damn bad waking him up at 7 to ask him to rush him to airport to jus to sign name -_- as i was already on the blooody taxi!
well...i tried nt to mafan other ppl so much, it's my nature, i deal with my prob alone. jus that this time...i realli had no choice
actually i wanted to update a last post at home last night
however, i reached home like....10.30 :P
ytd was a movie marathorn for me and Kevin u know
it's like, Kevin's darling is away in HK, so i finally could spend time with him again! this show tat that bitch has been stealing my friend!!
zzz
watched Madacascar and 007. nice
both totally giv diff type of feeling
and obviously that we watched before 6 so the price was jus $6 per ticket. pls lah....i'm not gonna spend all money on movie alone rite. tat's not me!!
we went dinner after that
and it was really crowded tat we had to walked around the food republic like 5 rounds?! jus to find a seat that was ltr half coped by some stupid restaurant tat scared their customer ran away coz no table -.- cheater!
and one more thing...ppl hav been staring at m,y red hair sia..lol...feel so weird
reaching BKK ltr must go for divng lesson and go back to my province in the evening. will try to online asap and if time + mood permit, i'll blog
bye~!
hav a bon voyage!!
lolx
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Thursday, November 13, 2008 4:15 PM
13/11/2008
13/11/2008
BOO!
it's bloody time babies~!!!!
hahaha ^^
RED RED RED it's RED
after a few consideration, let's have my hair coloured
evryone i asked told me to go for light brown..
why must it be brown?! i feel very extraordinary
so i picked RED
almost quarrel with the shop uncty (get wat i mean) for the colour...he/she told me to get brown and yet i still want red. i wanted RED!!!! argh!!!
anw, he/she was like telling me "you watch out ah...pick red...hehheh"
*gulp*
will i lost my virginity?!?! (again XP ooops!)
anw, it's done...and i like it!
tat's all tat matter!
i wonder how will the ppl at tuition centre think when they see me, the enthu kia in class turns into a bad boy...hehheh...let's rox! yay~!
Ms Dominique said it would be game and fun for the last lesson
^^ i'm gonna enjoy my life out! i hope...
today morning finally went to see mdm Tang
i went with umbrella covered my face...dont want anyone recognise
waited for her to appear at the HOD room at 11.30
waited for her to appear at the HOD room at 11.30
when i dialed her number...she picked up and all i had to say was "ma'am this is Kasidet speaking" and she said she'll be right out.
we had a nice talk
she asked me abt the reasonsssss
and i somehow...replied true and false info
i dont want to b a burden to her lah
jus...let the history stay like that and it will soon be forgotten
even though it's gonna be 10yr down the road
i stil hav to move on, arent i?
no point trying to change the past or the ppl affecting me
jus adapt to the change, and i'll be jus fine ^^
she said she need time to consider abt me quiting
and the answer will be next January
when the school reopened...
pls ma'am, let me go
i jus want to be cut out frm the world
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Sunday, November 9, 2008 8:56 PM
09/11/2008
09/11/2008
tomorrow
it's the time
time to let go and nv look back
i had made my mind clear
i'm leaving PSB
i hav been thinking of it so long
but there was always this invisible thread that ties me to the board
but after that incident, which everyone knows
it's irreversibly snapped
i dont hav the face to look at other people
it was made clear on YTD open house
i dont feel welcome
i dont feel the warmth
all i felt was jus neglected
so wat's the point of doing something that will expose me to more people? i would rather get away frm it. trust me, noone will really care anw. so wat 's the big deal? jus let me go alright. i'm sick of everything.
another reason for me to quit...
i dont deserve to b one
i'm a bad example
if anyone were to know wat i realli did for jus this year alone...i would sure be sent to councillor
i'm not a good kid as evryone see. i jus dont say dont tell dont share, coz i believe, it's my privacy
anw, goodbye PSB ^^
it's the time
time to let go and nv look back
i had made my mind clear
i'm leaving PSB
i hav been thinking of it so long
but there was always this invisible thread that ties me to the board
but after that incident, which everyone knows
it's irreversibly snapped
i dont hav the face to look at other people
it was made clear on YTD open house
i dont feel welcome
i dont feel the warmth
all i felt was jus neglected
so wat's the point of doing something that will expose me to more people? i would rather get away frm it. trust me, noone will really care anw. so wat 's the big deal? jus let me go alright. i'm sick of everything.
another reason for me to quit...
i dont deserve to b one
i'm a bad example
if anyone were to know wat i realli did for jus this year alone...i would sure be sent to councillor
i'm not a good kid as evryone see. i jus dont say dont tell dont share, coz i believe, it's my privacy
anw, goodbye PSB ^^
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Saturday, November 8, 2008 9:48 PM
08/11/2008
08/11/2008
today open house was so fun!
it would obviously been better without some other reasons..
anw, went to school early in the morning, damn early -_-;;
the meeting time was 7am, i turned up at 7.15am :P
overslept, DUH, i hav been sleeping after midnight evryday, so suddenly wake up at 6 is abit difficult isnt it?
thanks to song yu for calling me jus to ask "where is the meeting place?"
wel...actually, if we were late also doesnt realli matter bah, Ms Raksha & Ms Hashima came like...8.30?! so the range was open onli after 8.30
we rushed like crazy to clean up and 'decorate' the range to make it look more friendly and not like a shooting range uses for execution
Ms Raksha came in : "wow this is the first time i ever see the air rifle range so clean!!" *ahem* ma'am, we did clean up after every session, just that u nv realised
parents started to flow in and i was seriously freaking out at first!
it was stupid of me to jus realised that our CCA is no longer 'Air Rifle Club' but 'Air Weapons Club' .....zzzz.... what a nice chairman m i hah?
i was like gladly accept the post to stay within the room, welcoming commitee ^^
i dont want to see faces of the people i dont want to see
which were surprisingly... A LOT
may b i should now say about the first attack,
i was walking frm vending machine back to rannge wif other ppl
jeremy walked pass, saw me and he asked me
"kasidet, u .... to .... is it?"
dont care dont care dont care...
it was jus some dog barking, not worth my precious saliva
it was damn hard...
however, after 2 hours, the advertising commitee members were exhausted and no one else willing to advertise + i dont want to shoot...i went out...daringly alone
wonder wat was i thinking?!?! o.O
carrying one huge rifle around like hooligan was nt an easy job...
firstly, must look kind enough and approach the parents, or they will run away if i look like going to shoot them if they dont go. it did really happen k
secondly, i was avoiding the crowded areas like canteen...omg...i dint want to be seen!!
walked around first floor and my shoulder was aching -.-
went to the field area, managed to grabbed a few more families' attention and my thai juniors. brought them to the range and....slack time!
but seriously, when i came back...Hashima was having a very enthu conversation with the sec2s and only 2 sec3 (exclude me) were left to welcome the parents! -_- dang! felt like shoot her sia XP
at 12+, the shop was closing soon at 12.30...
it was time for the last min advertising!
so darryl, nat, alex and i went ard like some ah beng with me carrying the 'faulty' rifle, leading the grp. their first stop was my hell place CANTEEN
shit
and CO was bloodyly performing
wat a nice timing =.=
i never left my eyes from the floor
there was nothing left to see
i jus told myself...work work work
i was there to work
so i tried to snatch customers from NPCC ppl
then my juniors suddenly turned angelic ask me to b polite..
wth...first time hearing darryl say such stuff
may b he was possessed T^T
then the second attack came...
Lau Yu Fan...someone hu i will NEVER EVER forget in my this life time
my smile suddenly became jus a smirk
he tried to act casual i think...talking abt the salad making thingy
but i know, his main intention
it was revealed after Lester came..
"kasidet! CO performance now very nice leh! see see see!"
i know wat they meant, i knw what they want
i jus pretended to turn my head while closing my eyes and say there was nth to see
i want it to end, no more of those crappy stuff
it's OVER babies~!
but if the bullet is loaded...they would hav been dead....
enough abt that bah, i'm kinda sick of it
went out eat lunch n shopping with cpc n calten
our first stop was the..dunno wat building opp funan centre
cpc want redeem his dont know wat 8GB thing and the shop was close
diaoz....
then we walked to River Walk to find the 'friendly water' to buy my diving glove
and it was also close =.=
were we too early?!
argh!!!!!
tired + pissed
sat Benz taxi to another diving shop opp concourse mall at beach road
and unfortunately, there was no design i want
another waste trip lolx
decided to go to near by bowling that cost 1.50 (according to cpc)
and it was also close down!!!
yay!!
super duper close down day!!
YAY YAY YAY
went home totally exhausted.......
tat's all for today ^^ bye~
it would obviously been better without some other reasons..
anw, went to school early in the morning, damn early -_-;;
the meeting time was 7am, i turned up at 7.15am :P
overslept, DUH, i hav been sleeping after midnight evryday, so suddenly wake up at 6 is abit difficult isnt it?
thanks to song yu for calling me jus to ask "where is the meeting place?"
wel...actually, if we were late also doesnt realli matter bah, Ms Raksha & Ms Hashima came like...8.30?! so the range was open onli after 8.30
we rushed like crazy to clean up and 'decorate' the range to make it look more friendly and not like a shooting range uses for execution
Ms Raksha came in : "wow this is the first time i ever see the air rifle range so clean!!" *ahem* ma'am, we did clean up after every session, just that u nv realised
parents started to flow in and i was seriously freaking out at first!
it was stupid of me to jus realised that our CCA is no longer 'Air Rifle Club' but 'Air Weapons Club' .....zzzz.... what a nice chairman m i hah?
i was like gladly accept the post to stay within the room, welcoming commitee ^^
i dont want to see faces of the people i dont want to see
which were surprisingly... A LOT
may b i should now say about the first attack,
i was walking frm vending machine back to rannge wif other ppl
jeremy walked pass, saw me and he asked me
"kasidet, u .... to .... is it?"
dont care dont care dont care...
it was jus some dog barking, not worth my precious saliva
it was damn hard...
however, after 2 hours, the advertising commitee members were exhausted and no one else willing to advertise + i dont want to shoot...i went out...daringly alone
wonder wat was i thinking?!?! o.O
carrying one huge rifle around like hooligan was nt an easy job...
firstly, must look kind enough and approach the parents, or they will run away if i look like going to shoot them if they dont go. it did really happen k
secondly, i was avoiding the crowded areas like canteen...omg...i dint want to be seen!!
walked around first floor and my shoulder was aching -.-
went to the field area, managed to grabbed a few more families' attention and my thai juniors. brought them to the range and....slack time!
but seriously, when i came back...Hashima was having a very enthu conversation with the sec2s and only 2 sec3 (exclude me) were left to welcome the parents! -_- dang! felt like shoot her sia XP
at 12+, the shop was closing soon at 12.30...
it was time for the last min advertising!
so darryl, nat, alex and i went ard like some ah beng with me carrying the 'faulty' rifle, leading the grp. their first stop was my hell place CANTEEN
shit
and CO was bloodyly performing
wat a nice timing =.=
i never left my eyes from the floor
there was nothing left to see
i jus told myself...work work work
i was there to work
so i tried to snatch customers from NPCC ppl
then my juniors suddenly turned angelic ask me to b polite..
wth...first time hearing darryl say such stuff
may b he was possessed T^T
then the second attack came...
Lau Yu Fan...someone hu i will NEVER EVER forget in my this life time
my smile suddenly became jus a smirk
he tried to act casual i think...talking abt the salad making thingy
but i know, his main intention
it was revealed after Lester came..
"kasidet! CO performance now very nice leh! see see see!"
i know wat they meant, i knw what they want
i jus pretended to turn my head while closing my eyes and say there was nth to see
i want it to end, no more of those crappy stuff
it's OVER babies~!
but if the bullet is loaded...they would hav been dead....
enough abt that bah, i'm kinda sick of it
went out eat lunch n shopping with cpc n calten
our first stop was the..dunno wat building opp funan centre
cpc want redeem his dont know wat 8GB thing and the shop was close
diaoz....
then we walked to River Walk to find the 'friendly water' to buy my diving glove
and it was also close =.=
were we too early?!
argh!!!!!
tired + pissed
sat Benz taxi to another diving shop opp concourse mall at beach road
and unfortunately, there was no design i want
another waste trip lolx
decided to go to near by bowling that cost 1.50 (according to cpc)
and it was also close down!!!
yay!!
super duper close down day!!
YAY YAY YAY
went home totally exhausted.......
tat's all for today ^^ bye~
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 9:47 PM
04/11/2008
04/11/2008
great...great...great....
evrything has been so great
until i made that last wrong step
-_-;;; like real lah
life wasnt so great in the first place
japan trip was fun...THAT was jus an image
it was fun jus because i could cry peacefully evry night
yes
evry night
it would jus come back
again and again, playing repeatedly like a neverending film
what was happening to me
seriously, i have lost all hope for evrything
people i was with were hilarious, but beyond my mask, there was always this solemness that i jus cant let it go...stupid me, totally dumbass -*-
i laughed i joked i played i flirted. but all jus to show how strong i was, how happy i was, it was just...an illusion
btw, i'm not posting anything about the trip, more or less, all the details were updated in Jordan's blog. i was kind of with him most of the time, so yah, nothing much to say from my side.
as for the pictures, mostly are uploaded in face book and photobucket, lolx, i'm jus so lazy to update in this slow laggy blog :P
anw, today was the scorer's orientation. surprisingly, there are 5 THAIs this year. yes!!! 5!!!! last year there was none. i dont know what happened and now they spammed students like free like that. Anyway, i think they are gonna be abit troublesom bah, but more or less...they seem fine and adapted well here^^
and one more thing...i feel myself so old T^T they all called me big bro leh, wahhhhhh ToT
lastly, i think the school going to know my true colour soon, thanks alot to my that moment of stupidity. It really gt me woke up frm that lame shit and open my eyes to the world, what had i done?! F*** it lah! now what....i didnt expected it to turn out so bad till like that. may b i should jus skip the friday meeting...i cant take it anymore
evrything has been so great
until i made that last wrong step
-_-;;; like real lah
life wasnt so great in the first place
japan trip was fun...THAT was jus an image
it was fun jus because i could cry peacefully evry night
yes
evry night
it would jus come back
again and again, playing repeatedly like a neverending film
what was happening to me
seriously, i have lost all hope for evrything
people i was with were hilarious, but beyond my mask, there was always this solemness that i jus cant let it go...stupid me, totally dumbass -*-
i laughed i joked i played i flirted. but all jus to show how strong i was, how happy i was, it was just...an illusion
btw, i'm not posting anything about the trip, more or less, all the details were updated in Jordan's blog. i was kind of with him most of the time, so yah, nothing much to say from my side.
as for the pictures, mostly are uploaded in face book and photobucket, lolx, i'm jus so lazy to update in this slow laggy blog :P
anw, today was the scorer's orientation. surprisingly, there are 5 THAIs this year. yes!!! 5!!!! last year there was none. i dont know what happened and now they spammed students like free like that. Anyway, i think they are gonna be abit troublesom bah, but more or less...they seem fine and adapted well here^^
and one more thing...i feel myself so old T^T they all called me big bro leh, wahhhhhh ToT
lastly, i think the school going to know my true colour soon, thanks alot to my that moment of stupidity. It really gt me woke up frm that lame shit and open my eyes to the world, what had i done?! F*** it lah! now what....i didnt expected it to turn out so bad till like that. may b i should jus skip the friday meeting...i cant take it anymore
there's never an end ♡
