Sunday, October 26, 2008 5:59 PM
26/10/2008
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
japan japan~!
yay yay yay yay japan~!
wuahahaha
leaving for japan tonight
gonna miss evryone!
hehhehh it's suppose to b a firled trip
but u should know....my main intention to Japan
gonna sleep tight evrynight sia, heeheehee...
gtg cleaning up! byebye!
yay yay yay yay japan~!
wuahahaha
leaving for japan tonight
gonna miss evryone!
hehhehh it's suppose to b a firled trip
but u should know....my main intention to Japan
gonna sleep tight evrynight sia, heeheehee...
gtg cleaning up! byebye!
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Friday, October 24, 2008 10:57 PM
24/10/2008
24/10/2008
it's holiday but my heart still as pain
will this pain ever go away?
ever?
last week was K
now wat? another P
i guess i jus dont hav the luck into any relationship at all
why?
is it because the mole below my right eye? is it bcoz i was borned on friday?
the signs that are unsuccesful in relationship
i m really changing
tremendously changing
but little or none ppl notice them
it's jus, i nv reveal it
it's so dark
so dirty
so disgusting that i dont want anyone else to get stain by it
let me jus be this way
may b it's time for some casanovarcy
hehhehh
i've been restaining myself, not to follow blindly to my heart desires. but it doesnt seem to be working! i dont know what went wrong, i tried to amend but it was jus to hard to comprehend.
stupid
stupid
stupid
stupid
evolution time! from bad to worse...
me*
why cant i like someone hu likes me?!
will this pain ever go away?
ever?
last week was K
now wat? another P
i guess i jus dont hav the luck into any relationship at all
why?
is it because the mole below my right eye? is it bcoz i was borned on friday?
the signs that are unsuccesful in relationship
i m really changing
tremendously changing
but little or none ppl notice them
it's jus, i nv reveal it
it's so dark
so dirty
so disgusting that i dont want anyone else to get stain by it
let me jus be this way
may b it's time for some casanovarcy
hehhehh
i've been restaining myself, not to follow blindly to my heart desires. but it doesnt seem to be working! i dont know what went wrong, i tried to amend but it was jus to hard to comprehend.
stupid
stupid
stupid
stupid
evolution time! from bad to worse...
me*
why cant i like someone hu likes me?!
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 7:49 PM
22/10/2008
22/10/2008
OMG....
one more day and it will be HOLIDAY TIME!!!!
BUT
tmr is cross country, which i will definitely skip, not feeling well already, jus went to get a MC. hope i will recover before the Jap trip T^T
wat a coincidence... tsk tsk tsk
and tmr is also the day to see my best result for this year!
wuahahaha
my passed results are kinda...fail something
this time...this time!!
i've passed my english and chinese!
cheers~!
continue to work hard babie. ^^
anw, these few days are like prisoning myself at home and not going anywhere ToT stupid Jap project. make me rush my *** out. chiong here chiong there, haiz...i hope my journal and folio are up to standard, if nt, i'm really gonna jump into the volcano in Kyushu ltr on
still gt loads of stuff especially decoration to be done
so therefore, i shall nt post too long here and be so naggy yaggy
btw, P, if u happen to read this
i want to tell u
u looked great on tuesday ^^
wish we could be together
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but i know...u won't realli care.
one more day and it will be HOLIDAY TIME!!!!
BUT
tmr is cross country, which i will definitely skip, not feeling well already, jus went to get a MC. hope i will recover before the Jap trip T^T
wat a coincidence... tsk tsk tsk
and tmr is also the day to see my best result for this year!
wuahahaha
my passed results are kinda...fail something
this time...this time!!
i've passed my english and chinese!
cheers~!
continue to work hard babie. ^^
anw, these few days are like prisoning myself at home and not going anywhere ToT stupid Jap project. make me rush my *** out. chiong here chiong there, haiz...i hope my journal and folio are up to standard, if nt, i'm really gonna jump into the volcano in Kyushu ltr on
still gt loads of stuff especially decoration to be done
so therefore, i shall nt post too long here and be so naggy yaggy
btw, P, if u happen to read this
i want to tell u
u looked great on tuesday ^^
wish we could be together
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but i know...u won't realli care.
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Saturday, October 18, 2008 12:19 AM
18/10/08
18/10/08
now is the next day at 0035
sooo...
ytd evening went out to meet my long long long for K
we met at 5.30 in front of Mac in Bugis
(i dont know since when Bugis is my favourite place)
anw, my first impression of him was...
SHORT ; cute ; adorable ; funny
perfect
we chatted and walked ard bugis junction....end up in bugis street
my second time to bugis street was as much as surprising
it's so like jatujak in thailand!
anw, nv buy anything.
i brought a drink not using my money and we shared the same straw!
sweet~!
went watch movie after that
butterfly lover
aga chinese version of romeo & juliet
both die...(oops!)
anw, it was fun sweet and totally romantic!
accept....
my frens were like sweeting at the seat beside me and K was jus stoning there, like no emotion. i was damn....shy? i was shy?? omg! i'm realli getting prossess by the ghost...since when did i shy abt all this stuff?!
since when i meet u?
wtf....no......
then u suddenly msg me
"come up 3rd floor"
-_-;;; boom! all images of u collapsed into smithereens
nothing else to say
u were jus using me as the substitude
i was jus...being used
tat was wat tat hurt me the most
u met him after the movie...wanting to bring him to our table. i hate it. alot
tat was why i taoed u
heck care u
but i was glad that u at least made an effort to notice tat i was angry
angry becoz of u...
zzz
it's clear wat is it between us now
and i shall nt try to pursue something impossible
on my way home, frens were like advicing me to jus forget evrything today and jus continue with my the other 'choice'
true...i dont owe u a thing and if fate does nt allow us to meet
then so be it.
omg...i go sing karaoke liao, bye n gd night
sooo...
ytd evening went out to meet my long long long for K
we met at 5.30 in front of Mac in Bugis
(i dont know since when Bugis is my favourite place)
anw, my first impression of him was...
SHORT ; cute ; adorable ; funny
perfect
we chatted and walked ard bugis junction....end up in bugis street
my second time to bugis street was as much as surprising
it's so like jatujak in thailand!
anw, nv buy anything.
i brought a drink not using my money and we shared the same straw!
sweet~!
went watch movie after that
butterfly lover
aga chinese version of romeo & juliet
both die...(oops!)
anw, it was fun sweet and totally romantic!
accept....
my frens were like sweeting at the seat beside me and K was jus stoning there, like no emotion. i was damn....shy? i was shy?? omg! i'm realli getting prossess by the ghost...since when did i shy abt all this stuff?!
since when i meet u?
wtf....no......
then u suddenly msg me
"come up 3rd floor"
-_-;;; boom! all images of u collapsed into smithereens
nothing else to say
u were jus using me as the substitude
i was jus...being used
tat was wat tat hurt me the most
u met him after the movie...wanting to bring him to our table. i hate it. alot
tat was why i taoed u
heck care u
but i was glad that u at least made an effort to notice tat i was angry
angry becoz of u...
zzz
it's clear wat is it between us now
and i shall nt try to pursue something impossible
on my way home, frens were like advicing me to jus forget evrything today and jus continue with my the other 'choice'
true...i dont owe u a thing and if fate does nt allow us to meet
then so be it.
omg...i go sing karaoke liao, bye n gd night
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 3:44 PM
15/10/08 3
15/10/08 3
hehheh...for those who missed the F1
now is the time to spam all the pictures!
this card was friday tic...i went again on Sun
my future gf ^^
ferrari rox!!!
my gf number 2, heehee :P
okay...if my cousins see the pic here i'm sure gonna get slaughtered!!!!!
it's kinda confidential....
now is the time to spam all the pictures!
this card was friday tic...i went again on Sun
my future gf ^^
ferrari rox!!!
my gf number 2, heehee :P
okay...if my cousins see the pic here i'm sure gonna get slaughtered!!!!!it's kinda confidential....
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
3:24 PM
15/10/08 pic
15/10/08 pic
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
3:09 PM
15/10/08 2
15/10/08 2
last last week before exam started, my niece, who are 27 yr old, tgt wif her husband, came to visit Singapore. we did hav nice time clebrating her birthday before exam start >< very risky but i'm not regretting it at all
family first
anw, here are some pics :P
happy birthday to you happy birthday~
yay Janie kena grill poke poke!!
wee~! ^^
family first
anw, here are some pics :P
happy birthday to you happy birthday~
yay Janie kena grill poke poke!!wee~! ^^
we ended up by playing with the voodoo balloons -_-; (actually it's some science balloon) but i called it wrongly :P
and obviously, when my cousin is ard, she always treat the 'children' here ^^ so she brought us to this umm.....ont know call wat jap shop in takashimaya
i was bloated...so are they
lastly...it will nv be my blog without my own pic decorating it...rite?? ^^
here u go~!!
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
2:19 PM
15/10/08
15/10/08
alot of people said once exams are over...
it's like a rainbow after a heavy storm
is it?
nt to me
i'm kind of regretting going for the japan trip already
but the visa was made, the grp was arranged. it's TOO LATE to change my mind
i'll jus have to bare with wat is going to happen
u know...is it so hard to have a BETTER impression of someone?
i dont know
but to me...all people who are going for the trip are not the type of friends i m looking forwards to
they are jus a bunch of crowns that only know how to make fun of other people and laugh at others when they themself are the worst.
i feel like there is something heavy...really heavy
that i have been carrying it since the day that i had nt realised when
how i wish it is gone, giv me back my true self
i'm lost, tired, giving up in evrything
nothing seems to interest me now
i jus hope...really hoping
this Jap trip is gonna be the time when i can persue back myself
and throw away the loneliness that lingers for the past days
it's like a rainbow after a heavy storm
is it?
nt to me
i'm kind of regretting going for the japan trip already
but the visa was made, the grp was arranged. it's TOO LATE to change my mind
i'll jus have to bare with wat is going to happen
u know...is it so hard to have a BETTER impression of someone?
i dont know
but to me...all people who are going for the trip are not the type of friends i m looking forwards to
they are jus a bunch of crowns that only know how to make fun of other people and laugh at others when they themself are the worst.
i feel like there is something heavy...really heavy
that i have been carrying it since the day that i had nt realised when
how i wish it is gone, giv me back my true self
i'm lost, tired, giving up in evrything
nothing seems to interest me now
i jus hope...really hoping
this Jap trip is gonna be the time when i can persue back myself
and throw away the loneliness that lingers for the past days
there's never an end ♡
♥ DEAR DIARIES ¥™â
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 10:19 PM
14/10/08
14/10/08
sorry for disappearing so long k XP
totally lazy
many things happened after the Hai and Gary incidents
life very confusing and complicated
and then exam approached =.=
left bio MCQ tmr
and i m not going to study
seriously, i need a break
feel like breaking down anytime soon
so...
today i went ice skating
^^ wif hu? JM
second time ice-skating in my life
and i fell 5 times
marvelous -.-
JM jus laughed, i was totally pissed
then one time one hot guy appraoched me n asked if i m okay
~.~ omg, i was melting away
after i had my butt swollened, we were like getting lose in arcade
then ended up in KFC and i think i gained like 2 kg T^T
therefore, when i reached home i quickly prepared myself go down swim
came up at 9+, cousin missed call me from Cambodia for 10 times
-_-;;; i'm not gonna call her back
tot wat happened, spam my call, anw she called again and obviously i picked up
my mom (in cambodia) wanna talked to me
phew! i tot wat thing
anw, today wif JM was like the best moment for this week so far
i dont know wat are u thinking or wat are ur reasons
but to let u know
i'm glad to b ur friend and i m contented
i dare nt asked for more
coz it is something that cannot be bargained for.
thanks for spending time with me ^.^
totally lazy
many things happened after the Hai and Gary incidents
life very confusing and complicated
and then exam approached =.=
left bio MCQ tmr
and i m not going to study
seriously, i need a break
feel like breaking down anytime soon
so...
today i went ice skating
^^ wif hu? JM
second time ice-skating in my life
and i fell 5 times
marvelous -.-
JM jus laughed, i was totally pissed
then one time one hot guy appraoched me n asked if i m okay
~.~ omg, i was melting away
after i had my butt swollened, we were like getting lose in arcade
then ended up in KFC and i think i gained like 2 kg T^T
therefore, when i reached home i quickly prepared myself go down swim
came up at 9+, cousin missed call me from Cambodia for 10 times
-_-;;; i'm not gonna call her back
tot wat happened, spam my call, anw she called again and obviously i picked up
my mom (in cambodia) wanna talked to me
phew! i tot wat thing
anw, today wif JM was like the best moment for this week so far
i dont know wat are u thinking or wat are ur reasons
but to let u know
i'm glad to b ur friend and i m contented
i dare nt asked for more
coz it is something that cannot be bargained for.
thanks for spending time with me ^.^
there's never an end ♡
