ZikaZikaBoomBoom~: 15/05/2007

'they lied to me' 'they lied to me' ' they lied to me'
these 4 words keep resonating in my head as i was traveling home from parkway...
it was a wrong decision i had had made...it's wrong to follow them in the first place...it's wrong to ask them out to strengthen up our friendship...in the end...i m the onli one suffering ToT
you wont get back my trust anymore
not a chance
can forget abt the bbq on my birthday
i'll jus go back thailand to celebrate with my parents
rather than having to suffer packing up the place myself
no one left for me here
(or may b there is...but i nv notice)

going back Thailand one day after the trip
which is on 6th June...sit another 4 hours ride to my province
reach there at night...i get to sleep on my king size bed with
the powerful air-con blowing onto my face(shuang ah...)
let my mom prepare everything abt my celebration nxt day
(i so bad sia...lol ^o^)
may b i should jus go back n have fun~!
(alone, coz i no sibling, the friends i know are quite apart now)
i dont want to celebrate alone >.<
what should i do!?!?!?! advice(s) needed here!!!!

anw last weekend was so enjoyful XD
especially on Sat, walk till my feet swollen T^T
from esplanade to china town -.-
(actually, my cousin n i lost our way lah :P)
the at night we went to rox orchard~!
yah 6pm to 10pm before sitting another 40 min bus ride back to mgd
ToT totally worn out >.<
but it was FUN!!!!!
we spent abt 1hour+ in the fossil shop to---
*choose my new watch (after i have been waiting for 3mths *v*)
**choose my cousin wallets from the three favourite
(i had to explain the gd n bad of each wallet -.- ltr throat damn dry ><)
***my cousin spent countless time glancing at the handsome guy who was selling the watches (there is one with u here leh >o<, dont look urself, no lah...i so ugly XD)

n u know wat....
i spent a total of $495.30 within jus 3 days 3 nights!
but nvm! i go get from my dad ltr hohoho...50% GST some more
$o$
with of coz, same old reason =.=
'i had to bring P' Mard around, so spent quite a lot'
while in the real fact...i spent almost 200 for myself
hahaha...hope daddy wont mind hor :P