it's Valentine's Day~!
alot of ppl must hav been looking forward to this day, but to me it jus a normal ordinary day that i still hang out with my friends. no one to spend time in this special moment with rite...last year...i think i had somebody, yah, i rmb...it was M. lolx. this year abit lousy, coz i nv realli try to find and i jus keep talking to one person, it has been two weeks + hah. and im nt sick or bored of u yet..yay~! tat's a gd news! i dont know how long u gonna take, but wel...i guess i'll jus hav to wait patiently for the right time, it may b six months, one year, or more...i dunno...i jus hav to make the best out of evryday! rite? and why nt having sidedish along the way? hu knows...may b these sidedish are realli my true luv... XP
ytd PE was very fun and tiring after the long weeks of stupid activities! handball! first time playing and seriously...i sux...perhaps i ve been thinking alot of things lately. gosh..u are realli affecting my evrything! cant live a moment without thinking of wat to do and wat i shouldnt do. when i shouted dont let Rahmat has the ball~! and you were the first person who intensely blocking rahmat away from the ball. i saw ur face...u were protective, and that...made my heart even more trembling. it been a few days, i cant take it anymore. so i sms you during bio...let us nt talk or acknowledge each other at all for the next week, i need time to adjust to this unrealistic hope. it jus seem too impossible. you are my friend and i dont want to lose a friend i realli care. when someone whacked the ball against ur leg i was realli felt like running towards you and help to ease ur pain. but my sense stopped me, i should stay away from you. it's for the good of both of us. me, to be homoganous with my existing luv. you, to not wonder into this disgusting path. i do hope u understand me...i realli hope. dont hate me, i jus need sometime
again..happy VALENTINE to both A and I
you two are my current heart affair Xp
hav a nice day evryone!!! woo~!